Ooh. The longest title I've ever had. xD

10 New Year's Resolutionsssss for the Year of 2006!!!

1. Adjust to new school well.
2. Get better eating/study/tidiness habits.
3. Try to be a likeable person.. -_- (OMG! I haven't used that face for the longest time!!! o__O Weeiirrrdddd...)
4. Don't be lazy when making cosplay! =O Laziness = ugliness. Unless you are just fantastic and laziness = good. But no. You are not fantastic. You are lazy. (Wo-ho! o_O I talk to myself! XD)
5. ...Don't be as lazy as you are right now... >_>;
6. Make new friends. Or you're gonna have a very bad high school life.
7. Learn to be good at something. Cuz you're not. Except Geometry. But yeah, that makes you talented. -_- (OMG I'm using it again!! =O Weeiirrrdddd...)
8. Don't get sad, mad, or depressed as easily as you do now. You've learned from your mistakes so you know what not to do, what doesn't work. (Wow, Kokoro was right. Journals are like talking to yourself. o_O;)
9. Be good to Mommy and Daddy. Where would you be without them?
10. Have an awesome year! =)

♣ Shrin
♣ 07:01 PM eastern time on December 31, 2005
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: content
♣ MUSIC: TV's on.
♣ WATCHING: White Shiokazecon shirt, new blue jeans

3 more time(s).

HAPPY

NEW

YEAR!

2006

=)

peace out

♣ Shrin
♣ 07:03 PM eastern time on December 31, 2005

2 more time(s).

First survey of the new year. :D Tis about last year. =O

Stolen from Renee.

2005: In The Beginning......
Where did you ring in the New Year? At my old home in Lakewind
Who were you with? Mommy, Christina, and Cindy... I think that was it. o_O
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? Nope. XD
Did you make any resolutions? I might've.. If I did, I don't remember them.
If so did you keep them? Don't know. :/
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2005: Your Love Life....
Single/Taken? Single
How many relationships did you have? None. Almost had one twice though. o-o
How many break ups? None!
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2005: Friends and Enemies......
Did you meet any new friends this year? I think I make new friends every year. ^^ And yes, I did make new friends.
Did any of your friendships end? *thinking* I guess... I wasn't really talking to any of my old acquaintances much anymore. :/
Did you dislike anyone? Yes, of course I did.
Did you get into any fights? Like teeny tiny ones that didn't really matter with my family.
Did you make any new enemies? I kinda did at first (I think we were enemies... o-o) but then I ended up becoming friends with him.
Did you resolve any fights? Uhh... I don't think so. o_O
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2005: The Holidays!
Did you have a Valentine? Nope. XD
Did the Easter bunny visit you? Uh, no.
Did you watch fireworks on the 4th of July? I'm trying to remember but I don't really think I did.. o_O
Did you dress up for Halloween? Yeah. :3 Nanao fairy princess-chan.
Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays? I made a very tiny list and I didn't get anything from it. I didn't get anything at all.
Did you receive what you wanted? I didn't even receive anything.
Were you good this holiday season? Probably not since Santa didn't get me anything.
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2005: Your BIRTHDAY!!!
How old did you turn? 14
Did you have a cake? A cake that I baked myself and no one ate. u.u
What did you do on your birthday? Had a party and we pretty much just read manga and then went to sleep. :/
Did you have a party? Yeah.
Did you get any presents? Much manga.
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2005: The Memories and Accomplishments!
Funniest Memory? Um... I don't know...
Saddest Memory? End of midsummer... (the middle of summer, not the book. -_-)
Best Accomplishment? Uh.. Finally became friends with my target? It seemed like a huge accomplishment when it happened. XD
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2005: FAVORITES!
Favorite TV shows? Digimon (DARN YOU JETIX YOU REPLACED IT WITH 'GET ED'. GRRRRR...), CSI, Criminal Minds, and I guess Zack and Cody cuz that's what I watch when there's nothing else to watch and I find it amusing. xP Right now's the Zack and Cody marathon. XD
Favorite songs? 'Rage Beat' by.. BAD LUCK (>>), 'Super Drive' by Yousuke Sa-something.. (go look on the right side for it), 'Glaring Dream' by Kinya Kotani, and many more.
Favorite bands? UVERworld!!! <3
Favorite food? KFC. How many times do I have to say it to get it into your heads. Go read my little marquee notice thing above. XD
Favorite stores? Borders, dealers room, places where they sell anime stuff, Best Buy
Favorite piece of clothing? My jeans. And the super comfortable sweatpants I'm wearing right now.
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2005: All about YOU....
Did you change at all this year? Yes, learned a lot from my mistakes, blah blah blah...
Was 2005 a good year? It was.. alright...
Did 2005 bring any new insights? Yeah.
Do you think 2006 will top 2005? ..maybe. Maybe not.
Do you have any goals for 2006? ...my resolutions?
If you could relive any moment which would you choose? Don't know. :/
Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end? ...Time passes by so quickly.. It has already ended.
Do you plan to do anything special for NYE 2006? Uh... I don't know. :/
Who will you be kissing at midnight? xD Possibly no one, yet again.
Will you have resolutions? At the end of 2006? Um.. Probably, since I had them this year. :/

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I've been having a strange liking to Gravitation songs 'Super Drive', 'Glaring Dream', and 'Rage Beat'... @_@ So the music of this moment is 'Super Drive'. :P It's prolly cuz watching episodes 1, 3, 6, and 7 was lovely. I cried while watching episodes 3 and 6. *sigh* They were so wonderful even though I've already read those parts in the manga. xD

Crunch is delicious. I'm eating one of those giant ones. I guess that's the only whole chocolate bar that I can actually stand. :/

You're probably waiting to listen to how I spent my New Year but nothing special happened. :/ Just the normal stuff, stayed up to watch the ball fall. The only un-normal thing was I also watched most of the Totally Suite New Year's Eve. xD Wow, I get more loser-ish everyday.

I wanna watch High School Musical. It seems interesting.

♣ Shrin
♣ 06:03 PM eastern time on January 1, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: hopeful
♣ MUSIC: 'The Suite Life of Zack and Cody' theme song on TV.
♣ WATCHING: my black Shiokazecon shirt and black sweatpants.

2 more time(s).

Went to Elkins and got my schedule today.

1) Biology
2) PE
3) Study Hall
4) Geometry
5) World Geo
» C Lunch
6) English
7) Spanish II

My last three things didn't change! xD I still have C Lunch and then English and then Spanish. :3 Ha. My Study Hall's not first anymore. T-T Oh well, hopefully Biology doesn't give homework just like Mr. Aguayo doesn't.

In Elkins, they have advisory. o_O; It's first. And it's a separate class. o_o I find that... weird.. Mr. Lowe (my counseler) told me to come by tomorrow before school so I can get my books, locker, and know where my advisory is since he hasn't figured out yet... Whoa...

Their hallways are numbered... >> I'm used to the lettered hallways like in Austin. o-o;

Their lockers are blue! With yellow borders. XD (Wait, I think there were yellow borders...)

Their stairs are in this glass room. o_O You go through this door and the only thing inside are glass walls and stairs.. I found that a bit strange. o-o

Mr. Lowe had to ask me what 'team sports' was. Obviously in Elkins, they don't know it by that. o_O;;

I'm allowed to change my Study Hall to another class! O_O In Austin, we're kinda not allowed to since we're freshmen. Hmm... I'll think about it. But I don't know which class I would take. :/

They're still confused about where I live. XD We've had this problem with sooo many people.. @_@ So I can't go on the bus yet until they actually figure out where I am. Our place is just too new. u.u

They have a motto thing. xD "It's a great day to be a knight!" XDD OMG, that was amusing. Pun! Mrs. Essigmann has said it enough for me to know that that's a pun! xD Play on words. x3 It's cuz their mascot's the knights.

Their clocks... The way the second hand moves.. I can't explain but it's like it's a bomb.. @_@ I call them the bomb clocks. It just doesn't stop.. It just keeps going and going... kinda like the Energizer bunny but not really. o-o

I'll try to post something tomorrow.. if I'm not too piled up with homework and stuff I have to make up. :/

♣ Shrin
♣ 08:58 PM eastern time on January 2, 2006
♣ MOOD: curious
♣ WATCHING: PJs! Red sparkly Cat in the Hat shirt and red pants.

Go again.

Before, I never really hated (strongly disliked) school, because I had friends and people I talked to and knew and it was alright. Today, I can truly say that I will probably dislike school forever. I had such a bad day. I'm crying right now as I type this.

One of my many resolutions for this year (I didn't write this one on my resolution list.) was to not cry as much and just withstand the pain. I couldn't help it today. I can't help it right now. I just have to be SO sensitive... 

Advisory - My schedule got messed up. They cut off my first period so I didn't know where it was.

Biology - I spent the first 40 minutes of it in the counselor's office cuz there was a long line and it took forever to get each person done. I had to get my schedule right and finally found out where my class was.

--Elkins is so confusing to navigate. The 500s are next to the 200s. You have to go into the 530 hallway to get into the 500 hallway. @_@ And don't even get me started on downstairs. I got lost so many times.--

When I got into class, Teacher Mrs. Bradley was in the middle of a lecture about some blood and co-dominant stuff that guess what? MR. AGUAYO HADN'T GOT TO YET! =) And the lecture? That was just a review to refresh everyone's memory of last six-weeks. I am behind and I had no idea what she was talking about. When I told her that I didn't understand, she was like, "Oh no..."

PE - We did nothing. Coach Tomlin called out role and then handed out this sheet about PE rules and then we went into the locker room, she went into her office and talked and had fun with students (not intended to be perverted). I just pretty much sat there that whole time and walked around aimlessly doing nothing.

--I really need to get used to where my classes are.--

Study Hall - Teacher Mrs. Arrington let me go to the counselor's office to get my locker cuz I hadn't gotten it yet. This nice student helped me find my way. If he wasn't there, I so would've gotten lost. My locker's in the back. -_- It was really hard to find. I always mess up my combination cuz the numbers are really close together (in my combination). Anyway, I went back to class and copied my schedule because I just KNOW that I'm gonna lose that thing somehow. I think Mrs. Arrington's a US History teacher cuz she's got a lot of American history things around her room.

--I bump into so many people on my way to classes.--

Geometry - Wow. This class was boring. We learned something but GUESS WHAT IT WAS. "Class! Today we're going to learn something new! The properties of special quadrilaterals!!! =D" exclaims Teacher Mrs. Robertson. OMG. We already got way past that. There was kind of a reason why I seem to know all the properties right away. The people just thought I was some genius or something. Part of the reason no one decided to talk to me.

--A very nice guy offered to help me with my locker when he saw that I was having trouble. He didn't seem like he would but that was very nice of him to offer to do so.--

...Lunch - I thought I had C Lunch. EVERYONE TOLD ME I HAD C LUNCH. So I went to class, sat down like a good little student, and just sat there in that empty room... until I asked the teacher and she was like, "You're supposed to be at lunch right now!" At lunch, I didn't eat anything. All I did was stand by the water fountain near the boys' restroom and cry and drink water and cry some more, staring at the brick wall in front of me. I wanted to buy a drink from the vending machine but the lunch lady refused to give me change for my 5. Everyone just walked past me but one guy actually stopped and asked me if I was alright. And he actually sounded like he cared.

World Geo - Wow. They're pretty far. They're already on North Africa and parts of Asia. Didn't we just finish Latin America? Anyway we did this vocab stuff where we drew pictures. Since I didn't have my book I had to borrow Teacher Mrs. Hisaka's copy. I think I looked like I had cried cuz lots of people looked at me and Mrs. Hisaka asked if I had eye problems.

English - This is when my day got better. Teacher Mrs. Cavender is a pretty nice lady. She was expecting me (unlike everyone else who's like, "YOU'RE NOT IN THIS CLASS.") and then asked me where I came from. When I told her Austin High School she was like, "Oh! Did you have Mrs. Essigmann?" And I said yes and she was like, "She's such a good teacher! Oh, she's wonderful..." and I just nodded and smiled along (A very small smile for I did not smile at all today. Except in Spanish. Cuz it was funny.). And everyone was like, "Oh, you're from Austin?!" and stuff like that. People asked me if I knew certain people (The only one I did know was Charly Dement since she was in my World Geo class. o_O) and one girl said that she was going to Austin next year since she had moved to that area. Mrs. Essigmann was right about the novel thing. I was totally expecting it when Mrs. Cavender started asking me about novel stuff. There's a quiz over Animal Farm tomorrow and I have to finish the whole book as soon as possible. Gah. =P We got vocab lists today and guess what people? They're the words I told you about: congratulate, gracious, mortal, immortal. Ne. Mrs. Cavender asked me about the stuff I had done in Austin and I told her the novels we read and she said that she just loves Great Expectations and stuff like that. She asked me if we had done a lot of writing and I answered with a YES, of course. Then she told me that she was a tough teacher and I nodded. Yes, I am telling you of my conversation, if you like it or not. =P She said she would help me with anything I need. A girl in my class offered to help me find my next class and I agreed to it of course. That was very nice of her. :|

Spanish - Teacher Mrs. Rey knows Ms. Taracido! She was like, "Ana?! Ana Taracido?!!" and I was like, "Yeah." She knows her. They're ahead of us too... They're already on preterites... AND THEY DO VOSOTROS. Omg, I really need to learn that. Mrs. Rey said I'd get the hang of it quickly though since it wasn't that hard. So now I know how to do the vosotros preterite endings. Comisteis and Hablasteis. Yay. (I think that's right.) Mrs. Rey kept saying something that sounded like sh*t and everyone was like, "Ooooohhhhhhh..." and she was like, "That is NOT what I said! I said something else!" but she wouldn't tell us what she said. She said it twice. I laughed. For some reason, they don't seem to know many verbs. o-o I knew most of them and everyone was like, "WHOA! You're good!" How do you say 'to answer'? Contestar. 'To travel'? Viajar. =P

I guess.. afterwards it's not that bad anymore but I still cry when I think back about the beginning. I'm gonna have such lonely times and lunches. The lunches. Eating by myself. The commons that are in a glass room. o_O Lonely mornings walking by myself in the hallways. High school is going to suck.

Nice People Count: 5
Total Friends/Acquaintances by the end of the day: 0

Cindy and Annie just got back. They said they had alright days at school. I'll ask Christina when she gets back. She probably fared better because she always seems to.

Last night I talked to Allen. That was unexpected. Never thought we would keep in touch but looks like there's a way. :/ We had a very pointless conversation about nothing. He thought there was school yesterday so he was ready and got dressed and everything that morning. xD What a fool.

EDIT: Christina had a horrible day too. First Colony MS is stupid.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:46 PM eastern time on January 3, 2006
♣ MOOD: morose
♣ READING:Animal Farm. (I need to start.)
♣ WATCHING: my blue Show Off shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

10 more time(s).

--I didn't cry today. =)--

Biology - I think the longest I've been in this class so far was like 10 minutes. I always have to leave. o_O So whatever assignment or lesson they're doing, I have to catch up on. Mrs. Bradley told me to come tomorrow morning so we can get everything settled. When I was sitting in the classroom this morning, I heard OUTSIDE some loud noise:

"A new teacher! You know I used to be a new teacher and I was always 3 chapters behind and then I had to speed up! No one tells you to pace yourself or anything so you just don't know!!! I totally understand!" blah blah blah... and so on.

Mrs. Bradley had told that loud thing about me and Mr. Aguayo.

I had to get my books today. It's such a complicated and long process. @_@ I had to wait in a super long line TWICE because that's the way it goes! =)

I've got my routine down. Yay.

1) Stay in the left side of the building in the morning.
2) Go upstairs to locker, get book, go to Biology.
3) Go to locker to put stuff away. Downstairs to the other side of school to gym.
4) Study Hall on other side of school.
5) Upstairs to locker, get Geo binder, go to Geometry.
6) Go downstairs to lunch.
7) Go upstairs to locker, switch binders, go to World Geo.
8) Put binder in locker, go downstairs to other side of school for English.
9) Go to Spanish.
10) Go home.

And also, I finally found restrooms. o_O I was wondering why there was only a guys' restroom but not a girls' in the back of the 100 hallway. O_o;; Cuz you have to the other side for the girls'. -_- I find that very inconvenient.

PE - Again, yet another uneventful day. We got our lockers. Everyone has two. :3 A big one and a little one. Then we did nothing yet again. Since I didn't do my homework last night (xD Kokoro knows why~~), I did it in the locker room. We have to dress out tomorrow. I still haven't gotten my gym clothes. Not fair cuz this is everyone's second semester of PE so they already have theirs. I need to go out and buy some. :/ This girl saw my bag and was like, "Inuyasha?" with her black (not to be racist) accent. XD There're these girls in my class, from what they're talking about, I don't think they're virgins. o_O

Study Hall - Read Animal Farm. It's... strange... I don't like the pigs. The pigs are stupid, not smart. >:( I'm still not sure if the self-sacrificing animals were telling the truth when they were confessing. Snowball couldn't have been so evil! =O

Geometry - Guess what? The class finally realized that I've already learned this. When I walked into the classroom and saw Mrs. Robertson taping circles together, I was like, "We did that last semester!" and she was like, "You've already done this lesson?!" and we talked about which teacher I had and stuff and she told me not to give away the answers and stuff. :/ I didn't know Mrs. Glenn used to be Ms. Barr (sp?). Hm.

Lunch - I don't like the lunch lines and lunch ladies (Plus the lady on the mic that keeps telling everyone to find a seat and sit down. o_O That is so middle school/elementary! o_O) of Elkins. So I bought Powerade and Sun Chips from a vending machine and hung out near the machines and ate my "lunch". Eh. I'm gonna be having really unfilling lunches from now on. u.u

World Geo - We mapped. OMG, we have to draw the maps ourselves and we don't get tracing paper! >< They do Todalsigs too, Riss. XD Except you have to do ALL of them on EVERY MAP. I'm used to just doing Todals. u.u We have to make one on North Africa. I'm not good at drawing. :( They've done so many countries already. O_O Oh well, at least I don't have to do it so it's less for me. XD

--I saw a pregnant girl in the hallway. o_o I'm... scared...--

English - They did the AF quiz the whole period (It's multiple choice!! xD Hehe...) so I just read AF.

Spanish - Went over homework and then talked about body parts and clothes. =__= We already did that.. =P I got my sheet out to cheat. xD Also, Mrs. Rey isn't gonna be our teacher anymore... o_O I'm only gonna have her for a week. Um.. okay. Wonder who our new teacher'll be. Today, Mrs. Rey said something that sounded like 'nipple'. TWICE. o_O She says strange things...

Total Friends/Acquaintances/Possible Ones By The End Of The Day: 0

I just opened the Cheese Ritz yesterday and now they're almost gone... >_>; *cough*

Mommy's gonna be mad since I didn't ask the bus driver what time the bus comes and where it comes. u.u I just didn't want to cuz the bus driver doesn't seem to like me and I didn't think he'll tell me. Our Lakewind one seemed nicer. I'll just... I don't know. :/

Oh btw! I keep forgetting to tell everyone this! Adriana (Rin) left her DDR Extreme 2 at my house so me and Christina are playing it until we meet Iris and return it. XD We're trying to get good at it in the little time we have. XDD I can do Heavy!!! =O Oooohhhhh... Well, I'm not that good at it but I can do it. o-o I like Irrestiblement, Miracle Moon, Heaven is a '57 Metallic Gray, Candy ♥, Love is Orange (XD), Look At Us, and Tomorrow. There might be more, but oh well. o_O Meh. I'm get-ting goood~

Yesterday, my horoscope said I was going to meet someone (romantic partner?? o_O) at a convention. Well it didn't say exactly "You are going to meet someone at an anime convention" but it was something like that. I'm getting prepared. Watch me meet no one.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:34 PM eastern time on January 4, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: blah
♣ WATCHING: Blue striped jacket, red Hurley shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

3 more time(s).

Biology -

Mrs. Bradley: How many of you are in 9th grade?

Me: (thinking) Isn't this a freshman class? That's a stupid question. o_O (I raise my hand. Me and this other new guy are the only ones. O__O)

Mrs. Bradley: Okay, well, you have an assembly first period tomorrow so just wanted to let you know.

Me: Are we not supposed to be in 9th grade...?

Mrs. Bradley: (chuckles) Well this is a 10th grade class...

BIOLOGY HONORS IS A TENTH GRADE CLASS. I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS. I'm in a tenth grade class.. I'm surrounded by all sophomores. Except this one guy who's also new is a freshman too. -__- But still. I was just like omg... When I said that (conversation above), some people were like.. snickering or something. o_O

So yet again, I will be missing first period. -_- As always. And I will again have more to catch up on. I go to tutorials in the morning now so she can teach me everything. Today I learned more about mitosis and meiosis in tutorials. In class, we had to do this worksheet that I did not know anything about... @__@ But we had to turn it in by the end of the period so I pretty much just guessed on all the answers.. The questions were hard. >< Hopefully she doesn't take them for a grade...? u.u

PE - I was the only person wearing Elkins gym clothes. I felt so stupid. =P Anyway, half the people didn't dress out.. We did crunches and cross-legged stuff and this one girl refused to do them. o_o Then we were told to jog 5 laps around the gym so I did... and was the only person doing it since everyone else refused to.. "I don't wanna run! ><" they exclaim. Since Coach Tomlin couldn't stand it anymore, she just took out the basketballs and everyone just shot random baskets. :/ These people make me look athletic. Which is saddening. I better get my major grade participation points for the day since I did everything that was told. -_-

Study Hall - Read 11-4 because Mrs. Bradley said I should read that section to kinda understand it and I didn't really understand it... @_@ I'm not good at Biology.. I need someone to explain it all to me... Aura... if yall are on that section, please tell me what it all means.. T-T Then I just read more of Animal Farm. I'm almost done. Then I fell asleep... It was a nice, deep sleep.

Geometry - More parallelograms. -_-

Lunch -

Lady that tells everyone what to do: No food allowed on the patio. If you are eating on the patio, you will get Saturday detention.

W. T. F. At Austin, we're allowed to eat outside if we want. o_O Oh well. Since that lady was on this strict lookout today, I didn't eat near the vending machines since we're supposed to eat sitting down at a table. -_- So I went outside to eat. =P I was the only one. Breaking rules, o-m-g...

World Geo - We had a quiz.. And it was confusing cuz I didn't really remember the definitions and the definitions were too broad... and too specific.. @_@ Then we did this partner reading thing... My partner's nice to me. Her name's Erin.

English - We talked about the history of the Russian Revolution and how it ties into Animal Farm. There's this girl in my class who's the only person who talks to me (And the only thing we talk about is Austin. XD No, no, she did not used to go there; she is going there.). She seems a formidable.. err... friend but even if I do become friends with her, next year yet again I will be alone. :/ So no use.

Spanish - Mrs. Rey had to go somewhere so we had a sub who just stares at you and says nothing so everyone just got out of their seats and just pretty much talked the whole time. I did the work that was assigned. >> The guys next to me kinda made me laugh cuz they talk loudly so I could hear what they were saying and they're fools. xD You know what the people in that class call me?? 'Smart girl'. -__-+ When Riley was asking everyone who knew what a 'shankra' was, I was like, "Chancre?" cuz they were talking about STDs and stuff and chancres are open sores in your mouth or something like that... >> I know this because I was in Health last semester. >_> Then some guy was like, "Smart girl knows!" Then I didn't answer afterwards. I just said it was related to STDs. :/ They call me smart cuz I just happened to know more verbs. -_- It's because we learned them last semester. If they transferred to Austin, then they'd seem smart since they know more stuff. -_- But they don't seem to know that...

Total Friends/Acquaintances/Possible Ones By The End of The Day: 1

Today was better than yesterday. :/ Eh. I don't feel like having friends in this place... :/

I have more homework today... u.u But I don't want to do it... u.u So maybe I won't... >_>

My CD player is officially broken. T-T I'm so sad..

You're allowed to have cell phones, CD players/Mp3 players, etc. at Elkins.. o_O Well, technically you're not, but the teachers are really stupid so people have em out anyway. Or your teacher lets you. I saw this guy have a portable DVD player with him. OMG. And this girl has this little mini screen thing that goes on the Internet. Wow.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:30 PM eastern time on January 5, 2006
♣ MOOD: okay
♣ READING:Animal Farm and Bio textbook. =_=
♣ WATCHING: my Red monkey shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

2 more time(s).

EEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I literally screamed out when I found out about this!!!!!!!!!! >_< AS I ALWAYS DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UVERworld's debut album 'Timeless' is coming out in Japan on February 15, 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's the 14th here in the USA!!!!!!!!!! A day after my Makoto-kun's birthday!!!!!!!!!! OKAY I HAVE TO GET THIS!!!!!!! EVERYONE KNOWS MY BIRTHDAY'S FEBRUARY 18 AND YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLES??!!!!!!!! THIS WOULD BE ONE OF THE AWESOMEST GIFTS EVER BECAUSE EVERYONE KNOWS THAT I LOVE UVERWORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >____< EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE TO GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WOULD BE THE BEST THING EVER!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

*squee*

When I read that, I jumped up and down and just started squealing!!!! I'm so happy!!! >_< AND EXCITED!!!!!!!

I just watched the 'just Melody' PV! >_< It was awesome, just like UVERworld always is. <3 Man, I so wish Mommy would've let me be in their music video. I <3 UVERworld!!!!!!!!

UVERworld!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥

♣ Shrin
♣ 07:34 PM eastern time on January 5, 2006
♣ favorite
♣ MOOD: sooooooo happpyyyy!!!!

2 more time(s).

Oh dear. Everyday I skip homework to go on the computer. Wasn't it one of my resolutions to get better study habits? o_O Uhh.. I'll do it later. >_>

I'll only write if there's something to say. :/

Biology - Turns out actually that I am the only freshman in my Biology class and the other guy just raised his hand cuz he thought she said 10th grade. -_- At the assembly, they "reinforced the rules" and stuff. Actually, electronic stuff aren't allowed. xD Well, well.. There are quite a lot of people who listen to them while walking in the hallways and stuff. And we're not allowed to eat outside because it's against the law or something and if we do do it, the vending machines will be taken away because they signed some contract saying so. It's something like that. I think that's really stupid. I don't see what's so bad about eating next to one. We do it at Austin. -_- There's always someone sitting near the vending machines. I don't see it being taken away.

--You know what else I figured out? IPC is a freshman class. And then it's Biology. o_o IPC's for sophomores at Austin... Oh well.. I hope Chemistry can be a replacement for that in Elkins, right? That way I won't have to take a class with all freshmen next year.--

PE - There's these girls that know Graham! o_O You know the big one from Sartartia? Anyway, I was listening to their conversation while I was doing the Spanish worksheets that I thought were for homework and they're not virgins and one of them says the F-word like every other word. She f*cks with this guy named Adrian and smokes and sells. Yet if you look at her, you'll never guess that's what she does. The girl she was talking to was all like, "Yeah I haven't smoked a cigarette for so long.." and they talked about how it felt being high and stuff. :/

Lunch - So I didn't eat outside cuz that lady actually went outside to check. I did pretty good at stalling today. :D And I ate next to the vending machines inside and was joined by a pack of people so I looked normal. :/ I never eat a whole lunch. It's always chips and a drink. u.u

English - We had to write an argumentative essay and I don't know how to do that since we didn't learn how in Mrs. Essigmann's... We only did open-ended... And they're not the same thing. T-T So I sat there the whole time with blank sheets of paper not knowing what to write. I slapped down some random stuff that wasn't my best work cuz I didn't know how to write it... I really would've rather done open-ended cuz I actually know how to do that.

Right now I'm eating that giant Crunch bar. I like giant Crunch bars. I think those are the only huge chocolate bars I can actually stand that are like all chocolate.

@Iris: Someone wrote a very mean comment on our video. >:P They're stupid. We didn't mean for it to be wonderful anyway.

@Sango: Yessume's B-day is in January.. And 'Timeless' comes out in February... o_O Um, they're not on the same day. And also, 'just Melody''s PV came out recently as I have said that I watched it. x3

@Yessume: Happeh early birthday~ :3 I shall put it on my calendar.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:26 PM eastern time on January 6, 2006
♣ MOOD: alright.
♣ READING:Biology textbook. T-T
♣ WATCHING: Pink Smarty pants shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

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Okay, hopefully Ashley's in the process of switching hosts right now because everyone someway or another has a page down. For me, it's all my fanlistings. xP Soooo, hopefully she gets that done soon. And hopefully no one reports me because I will have the fanlisting back up again soon. T-T So please don't hurt me fan peoples! My index page and stuff are still up though.

Here was my horoscope for today:

"Your recent interest in beautifying your home isn't coincidental. You've made some new friends, one of whom you find especially interesting. Whether you've admitted it to yourself or not, all that puttering around means you're preparing to have them over, and you want to make a good impression. There. Now that it's been said right out loud, you can devote yourself to the project in earnest, and start thinking of irresistibly interesting ways to phrase the invitation."

1) I do want to clean my room some more cuz my sewing table is really messy.
2) And I sure haven't made ANY NEW FRIENDS, let alone some. That's a buttload of crap. >=P "One whom I find especially interesting"? o_O TH?
3) I'm preparing to have them over. Uh-huh, yeah, okay.
4) "Now that it's been said right out loud"... -_-;; The reason I plan on cleaning my room is because I find it easier to work in a cleaner place. O-m-g, is that so much to ask for?

I never told anyone the rat story. But the rat story's too long. I don't feel like telling it anymore. =P

Nothing much happening right now since I did just wake up. Eh, I'll probably write more later. Come back another time.

♣ Shrin
♣ 11:57 AM eastern time on January 7, 2006
♣ MOOD: drained
♣ WATCHING: Red Smiley shirt, black sweatpants.

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I can't wait for Shiokazecon. At least it'll definitely be more exciting than my life right now. And even if Shio isn't as good as everyone hopes for it to be, it'll still be better. :/

I'm thinking about not having a birthday party this year and replacing it with 'Timeless'? :/ Eh, maybe not such a good idea... But I really want that CD. Well right at this moment, I'm not as excited as I was when I first heard about it but still... I want to support my favoritest band. <3 If I convince my parents to get it for me, I can't just get it for free... I just know the only way for me to get it is if I get rid of something big. They already ordered a digital camera for me since I didn't get a Christmas gift. And now I'm gonna be asking for more. >_>

I tell myself to have good days, but I don't know how if there's no one to have a good day with. None of my resolutions are gonna come true. xP This is stupid.

I'm gonna go search for another of those little analyzing stuff about me stuff.

Note: This is kinda long. If you can't stand reading long stuff about boring people, I suggest you stop here. =P

My Chinese Zodiac Sign is the Goat/Sheep.

Daydreaming all afternoon sounds heavenly to the Goat. - I guess, sometimes when I don't know it, I'm daydreaming forever. o-o;
This creative, esoteric Sign needs plenty of time alone in which to feed its Muse. - My muses... are anime stuff. XD
Goats are generally most comfortable in their own minds (which other, more linear-thinking Signs may have trouble deciphering). - That's why when you explain stuff, you have to keep it simple or I'm not gonna get it, I think...
This Sign makes a great craftsperson or artisan, or perhaps a teacher of New Age studies -- any occupation that allows its mind the full range of freedom. - Aahhh... ><
Goats tend not to be very well-organized, precluding many more dry business endeavors. - YES! O_O
In fact, Goats tend not to be very materialistic in general, finding plenty of riches in their own imagination. - Yeah.
However, especially when in love, the Goat can be quite a lavish gift-giver. - I think I might be.. :/ Yeah, I think so.
Perhaps it's that artistic temperament that so often causes Goats to feel insecure, but the result is that these high-strung creatures need to feel loved and admired lest they start worrying incessantly. - Yes.
For this reason, Goats tend to have a hard time with romance; anyone who couples up with a Goat must know, this Sign has a sensitive streak a mile wide and can be subject to bouts of anxiety over seemingly inconsequential things. - YES! O__O
Goats need plenty of love, support and open reassurance from their lovers. - Yes...
If a relationship is marked by conflict, the Goat will often pull away -- either physically or simply by retreating into the safe haven of its imagination. - I guess so. :/
If the romance is going well, however, Goats won't hesitate to tell their partner what they need -- and they can be quite insistent about it! - Maybe. xD
This Sign will definitely return the favor, however; the Goat has a luxurious side that delights in indulging a lover's every wish. - Yes. o_o
Appearances are also important to the Goat, which may explain why these folks can spend hours primping and posing. - Uhh, not really.
Goats would be well-served by learning to relax and let others run the show from time to time. - Yeah, I do tend to get a little bossy. >_>
Once they can be certain that their friends and lovers won't be gone when the Goat returns from its daydreams, life will be a field of daisies. - Yeah.

♣ Shrin
♣ 02:08 PM eastern time on January 8, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: listless
♣ MUSIC: the vacumm (sp?) cleaner.
♣ WATCHING: Pink Fiona shirt, brown pants.

1 more time(s).

There's nothing much to say anymore. :/ Normal day. Mrs. Cavender told us we didn't do so good on our vocab quizzes. u.u I thought it was hard. >>;

I can't believe it! I know I'm a nerd when it comes to Geometry. >< I got a 94 and an 88. D:< Grrr... My hundred streak is not starting off as good as planned. Must get hundreds on everything else. >< Mrs. Robertson takes homework for a grade. I'm not used to that and haven't been for 3 years. Now I have to treat them like quizzes. >=P

I was wrong. I don't have to take the Biology test tomorrow. I'm taking it at a later time though. I'm starting to understand the stuff since I did read all of Chapter 11 yesterday and answered all the questions and stuff. =P

Coach Tomlin didn't tell us today was the fitness test. -_- Anyway, I did horrible. 22 sit-ups and 4 pushups. The least out of everyone. (Except I think someone only did 1 pushup?) But yeah. Tomorrow's the mile run. =P I'm not good at running...

Yesterday I had such a great dinner! :d I ate two bowls. It was yummy. I'm not saying what it is cuz when I type it, it looks weird so I don't want to. xP Mommy hadn't made it for a long time so I asked her to and she did and I just loved it. Hope she makes it more often. ^^

Today during the bus ride home, I was thinking about it, and maybe... during my junior year (or sophomore), I might choose to take 7th period off. :/ Cuz then maybe I can drive off in my awesome car and go to Austin and see everyone one day after school if I don't get caught trespassing! =D Just as long as we don't have to report back. -_- That would be stupid.

Every night, me and Christina have been either dueling or playing Dungeon Dice Monsters. :3 Yu-Gi-Oh is fun. x3

I love making codes cuz it's so much fun. XD I got bored yesterday so Tillzzzz... Two 100x100 codes for the Hyper Police fanlisting made by me:

 

Tillz also gets free advertisement.. >_> Look to your bottom left...

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:16 PM eastern time on January 9, 2006
♣ MOOD: good
♣ READING:Animal Farm (rereading cuz I'm a freak)
♣ WATCHING: Black Shiokazecon shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

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xD Wow. There was this guy at school and for some weird weird reason everytime I see him (First time I saw him, I remembered him. o_O), I'm like o_o... At first I was like, "Oh no Shrin... You are NOT allowed to like people in this school.." BUT THEN I REALIZED WHAT IT WAS!!!!

I found a target.

xD

But I don't know what to say to him! o_O; I don't know why, but out of this whole school, this random guy that I saw sitting down in the hallway is the one I choose to be my target. -_- Saddening. I don't even know him. I can't just go up to a random person and just start talking. I'm not like that. So I don't know how to approach him. He's at my lunch. I see him. XD For some reason I can spot him yards away.. Because I'm a freak like that.

Mrs. Robertson chose me to go to this American Math Contest on January 31st... (XD) I get to skip two periods... I don't know if I wanna do it or not... I don't really want to do this math stuff in front of a whole bunch of people. >_> I figure out all the hard problems by myself because Mrs. Glenn has kinda pushed me and stuff so I've learned how to figure the stuff out myself. I'm such a bright young student. :3 Anyway~~ since I have no friends at school and am shunned by all, I might?

Today was Mrs. Rey's last day with us. =/ Man. The new teacher won't understand my ness.

GUESS. WHAT. WE'RE. LEARNING. IN WORLD GEO.

RELIGIONS.

>_O

Enough said.

We have to do a project.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:06 PM eastern time on January 10, 2006
♣ MOOD: peaceful
♣ WATCHING: White Shiokazecon shirt, black sweatpants, white socks.

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@Tillz: Stalk him? I don't have any classes with him. xD I saw him in the hallway on the first day of school; that's how I found him. xD So I don't know what he likes. He probably doesn't even know me. I haven't approached anyone in this school. And when I said we were learning religions in World Geo, it was because WE HAD ALREADY LEARNED THEM LAST SEMESTER. Plus, the way you talked about targets made it sound like I was getting a boyfriend or something. XDDD Jack was right.

@Yessume: He wears a black hoodie everyday. It's just black; that's it. I can't say "I like your shirt" to a plain black hoodie cuz his friend --> has one too. (a black hoodie)

Tomorrow we're having B Lunch. So I'm not going to see my target at all.

Today, my freakness was looking for him in the cafeteria and then I was like "Darn, where is he??" so I turned to walk away when I bumped into him! o_o He just stopped and moved the other way. xP

I've agreed to do the contest thing. It's actually a test thing where you answer questions in a booklet and try to get the most right. o_O Oh well, better than do something math-related on stage. o-o All I'm gonna be missing is PE and Study Hall. :/ Not much.

Today in World Geo we did that Religion chart thing again. -_- And we got no help except the textbook but you know that thing doesn't tell much. Me being stupid already threw that packet we did last semester away so I was like, "Nooo! I cont be the one who knohws it all today! =O" So I sifted through the religion notes I had at hand. Me and Erin just kinda worked together. :/

She has a twin. I knew it. In my English class, there was this girl and I kept thinking she looked exactly like Erin but the people called her Katie so I asked Erin if she had a twin and she was like, "Yeah." So it has to be her. Cuz who else would it be?

We're starting a new novel on Friday: The Color of Water (A Black Man's Tribute to His White Mother).

Yesterday was Mommy's birthday! We had fun. :3 And an interesting conversation with Anthony... >_>;;

Oh, I forgot to say yesterday: Mrs. Rey asked who knew how to say 'sausages' in Spanish and I was like, "Salchichas!!" XDD No one in that class would understand why I said it so enthusiastically cuz they didn't go to Austin. =P

Oops. I just finished all the Ritz Cheese. >_>;

Wow. I did NOT know that we had a map quiz today. u.u So I quickly made up sayings to help me remember them: 'Mat-le-wuh-mimi-nay-CHAS' was for the countries and 'Ratta-nok-bam-nini-kha' was for the cities. (It is really weird how I remember these things.) I was doing the quiz and I was like, "YES! I'm knowing them! x33" until I got to Libya's capital and I was like, "Shooot... It starts with a 'T' but I don't remember what the 'T' stands for!!! ><" and then I realized that I didn't know what any of the 'Ratt' stood for so so much for making that up. I was thinking and thinking and FINALLY I thought about doing a lot of coast cities and 'Tripoli' just popped up! YES! >_<

If all goes well and our neighbor doesn't offer to cook for us, then today's KFC night. :3 Cont wait.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:23 PM eastern time on January 11, 2006
♣ MOOD: content
♣ WATCHING: Yellowish jacket, red Hurley shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

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@Sango: Sango-CHAN! Ah, I'm sorry; I didn't know you were in desperate need of fanlisting advertisement! =O Shall I put links up to your fanlistings or just your collective? 

I'm eatin---

WHOAAA!!!!!! O__O Tabulas changed their entry format!!! o__o Coool...

Anyway, I'm eating Cheetos right now. Baked ones. Anthony got them with his Laptop meal yesterday but didn't eat them--- OH SHOOT. Please don't tell me he was planning on saving them for today... OMG I am so in trouble.. ><

But yeah, I called Mommy yesterday to have KFC and she agreed to it. I read that this year is supposed to be a good year for the tiger. I guess my mom's having a pretty good year right now. ^^

You know how I said that I didn't have to take the Biology test? Well actually Mrs. Bradley told me to take it anyway just to see how I would do but I'd take a different one another time. Well, some of you may know that I read Chapter 11 thoroughly on Sunday so I guess I was prepared. Today she showed us what we made on it and guess what I got.

98.

I got a frickin 98. And it was the highest grade in the class. PEOPLE. I am the only freshman in a class of sophomores, I was BEHIND on this material, I learned most of it by myself, how is it that I did better?? o_o Oh well. Makes me feel smart.

OMG. World Geo is making me really mad right now. I AM TOTALLY RELEARNING THE RELIGIONS!!! ><+++ Mrs. Hisaka was like, "We're going to do this project where you go into small groups and I'm going to assign each of you a religion and you'll have to teach it to everyone else." THAT IS WHAT WE DID LAST SEMESTER. AGGGHHH!!! I ALREADY KNOW THE RELIGIONS (*coughcoughI-failed-the-religion-quiz-but-I-know-more-than-these-people>_>cough*) AND I DO NOT WANT TO DO THEM AGAIN.

Today at B Lunch, guess what? I actually ate a real lunch. =O Well, it wasn't like an AWESOME lunch but it was more filling. Since they were selling Chic-fil-a (sp?) today, I bought a chicken sandwich. It felt so good to be eating something decent and besides, I like chicken. :3 Anyway, when I was at the vending machine "deciding what to get", the two people in front of me all of a sudden turn around and the guy goes, "HEY! What's your name?" and I just give him a weird look. The girl laughs and asks me the question again. They tell me their names (Amber and Alex [or was it Adam? o_O;]) and say that they're double A's and asked if mine started with an 'A' and I was like, "No." and then I told them my name reluctantly. Then they were all like, "Cool! We're your new friends now!" and I'm just like, "Uh-huh..." They start talking and laughing and stuff and I just walk away cuz people are always like that and I think it's stupid. I'm sitting outside at one of the tables when I hear the guy call out my name and I turn around and see them and they're like, "Hey!!" and stuff. I found it weird, but it was nice of them. Oh well. I normally have A Lunch anyway. :/

So I was walking to English and for some reason thinking about not having targets anymore because I know nothing about him and stuff and will not progress and how I haven't seen him at all today when BAM! Who appears in front of me? Weird. He was talking with his friend. I was like, "xD" and slowly walked past them and walked slowly in front of them trying to hear what they were saying but I heard nothing. -_- Eh.

Yay. I'm getting 100s in Geometry.

A few days ago when me and Christina were browsing through some fanlistings, we found one for a manga (I.. don't think it was an anime... cuz if it was... then... >_>) called something in Japanese but in parentheses it said "I'm in Love With My Little Sister". I was like, "WT? Let's see what this is." So I click and apparently a picture of a guy making out and taking off the shirt of a girl who I presume to be his little sister and I was like, "AAAAHHHH!!!" and quickly X it out. >< Omg, that scares me... But since it does scare me, I'm kinda tempted to go back and look at what it's about... NO! I am not like that people! Okay wait, I'm going to go read what it's about.

Okay anyway, I was wrong about the picture: It was them making out.. the brother has his shirt off and the sister has a tanktop on and they look like they're gonna go further. >_> Anyway it's a ten-volume manga (Japanese name: Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo Suru) by Aoki Kotomi AND THERE WAS AN OAV FOR IT AND A LIVE ACTION MOVIE FOR IT WILL BE RELEASED SOMETIME NEXT YEAR... I'm sorry; I'm not dissing or making fun of this series (to those who like it).. It's just.. weird... o_o I know, I know, I liked watching Koi Kaze but still.. >_>;; u.u I feel bad cuz now people might think I'm mean...

Okay, after reading some stuff about it.. I guess it really isn't that bad... :/ Wow, it scared me when I first saw that. Just like in "Close to Home", the episode where the brother and sister were in love and they did it every night (the brother was adopted but still...) and it scared me too. u.u;

Omg, now I'm thinking about reading it... o__o;; Next thing you know, I'm gonna be talking about it. Only way for me to read it? Scanlations. *tremble* You know how I don't like those things. >< This is weird. I'm going against my code to read a manga of forbidden love... >_>

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:40 PM eastern time on January 12, 2006
♣ TAG: J-ness & Music
♣ MOOD: strange.
♣ WATCHING: Red Monkey shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

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Today's Vocab Quiz I didn't think was that hard. That's good. I might've only missed one.

In English today Mrs. Cavender was saying that we were gonna talk about Judaism some and I was like, "AAAGGGHHH!! =__=" Probably the third time I'm gonna be learning about this school year! >< I can't believe this. =P

I lost my World Geo binder!!! ><++ My extremely detailed Islam notes are in there along with all my other World Geo stuff!!! AAGHH!! This morning I was looking for it and I looked in the last place I left it and it wasn't there. O_O So I searched everywhere and it was nowhere. TT-TT I really need to study them for the test next week cuz I can't afford to fail yet another religion thing. T-T

At lunch I was eating near the vending machines along with these other people when a teacher came by and asked us if we wanted to be written up. Two of the girls walked away and I just stood there and continued eating while staring at him. He asks us again if we want to be written up. I give up and go outside and sneakily eat outside on the patio. =O O-M-G!

Thank goodness we have a three-day weekend. >_< The break is greatly appreciated.

Yesterday I had yet another great dinner. ^-^ Mommy was so happy that I was eating so heartily. :) I was glad too. Hopefully today will have another wonderful dinner.

Darn. Tomorrow is the start of yet another year of busy Saturdays. ><

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:07 PM eastern time on January 13, 2006
♣ MOOD: hopeful
♣ READING:The Color of Water.
♣ WATCHING: Blue jacket, brown Got Monkey shirt, black pants, white socks.

1 more time(s).

AGH! I wrote a whole bunch of stuff but then I did this weird encoding thing and it erased it all. T-T Anyway, I'm going to be writing in different languages. Chinese might show up as boxes for those of you who don't have those language packs installed.

今天我去中文学校. Tiffany L 在我的班上. 那是好 (对不起. 我的中文说的不太好. ^^;). 有三个girls (我不会写有两个点在上面的U [ü] Nü就写不出来. :() 在我的班上很不喜欢. 她们很苯. =P 我很不喜欢她们知道我的名字. >:( 啊! 我的名字! 哈哈! --> 姜莹. 新老师, 她说的很多我听不懂. o_O 因为我不知道很多中文! >< Iris啊, 你会读我写的吗? 我写的不难. xD

Voy a conseguir un Reeses. Espera. Ok. Consiguí (?) un Mr. Goodbar támbien. xD Son deliciosos. Yay, tenemos un fin de semana de tres-días. :) Anyway, no me gusta esas chicas saber mi nombre. >:( Es horible. D:< El Color de Agua no es un malo libro. :/ Tarea tengo... Lee COW Capítulos 1-4, haz el mapa de SW Asia, y... cut out los chromosomes! Necesita estudiar para la prueba de biología porque no sé las palabras del vocabulario muy bien. :/ O, necesita comprar un cuaderno por geografia... =__= U! Ayer, miré Gravitation! Miré some episodes before already (1, 3, 6, 7) so ayer miré episodes 2, 4, 5, 8, 10, 11! Dos más episodes ir! Aaaaahhhh... me gusta Gravitation <3. Es kawaii y cómico! (o_o No recuerdo how decir 'cute' en español. o_o No estoy even sure si aprendí. o_o)

Wow. I don't know how to say a lot of stuff. o_O Sometimes I just translate literally from English to Spanish so there might be grammar mistakes. =P I already know my Chinese grammar isn't great but I don't really care cuz most people know what I'm trying to get across so hm. :/ Anyway, the highlighted words are the words I didn't know how to say in Spanish. :/

I like the backslashes for my meh faces. These forward-slashes don't really send out the message I want them to.

In Study Hall yesterday I planned out my new layout for misGRAFFED. I'm gonna end up drawing something yet again because I'm so poor. :/ And besides, I doubt I'm gonna be able to find a picture of the little thing I plan on putting on it so =P.

Tomorrow is Yessume's birthday! =D Happy early birthday Yess-may! :D You're turning 15! I shall turn 15 next! We are both much more mature than the others! =D haHA!

Wow, I write such a boring blog. :/ No content whatsoever. It's cuz my life's not that interesting anyway. :/ I just talk about useless stuff. Nothing exciting ever happens. That's probably why I don't have any interesting conversations either. :/

Aaahhh.. no music to listen to since this computer's sound for some reason doesn't work! ><

♣ Shrin
♣ 05:01 PM eastern time on January 14, 2006
♣ MOOD: boring.
♣ WATCHING: Pink Fiona shirt, blue jeans.

1 more time(s).

I really should be on my computer upstairs and updating my fanlisting and add those 16 pending members in Ryo. >_>; *cough* But I don't wanna move... Gah. Maybe I will.

Man. I must stop this. I want to apply for 'just Melody'. But I just know there'll be competition and I'm sooo not gonna win. =( I really need to learn to make a good layout. :( Well, actually I know how to code good layouts but I'm not good at graphicsGAHHHHH... =__=

You know what I was thinking? Maybe... cosplay as Beelzemon? =) That would be fun. He's got an awesome outfit. But I'll just do the normal Beelzemon, not the real world-wings-Mako gun~nized version (Blast Mode).. That would call for Christina's objection. :/ I'll do one with no wings.. :D So let's stick to the one with all those leather jackets.. >_>;; *cough* Think I'll be allowed to buy all that, especially when I still can't sew well..? >>;; But I need to find some really good pics of him.. Lemme first search.

Aahhh... I noticed the spikes when I was watching Digimon but now I realize that they might be a hazard.. to people I always accidentally bump into. >_> u.u I shall go search for others. I'll be off people.

♣ Shrin
♣ 12:19 PM eastern time on January 16, 2006
♣ MOOD: eh.
♣ WATCHING: Green Darn Monkey shirt, blue capris.

1 more time(s).

Omg, I finally updated my fanlistings and added everyone... I really need to start finish coding the new Mikuni and 99 layouts... o_o;;

Darn. Nothing to write about Day 10. Let's just waste space with a time-consuming survey stolen from hiddenxsadness-chan.

GIRLS
[ ] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look
[ ] I wear a bra to bed
[ ] I wear nail polish
[ ] It's pink
[ ] I have watched porn
[ ] And laughed
[x] I have cried at a movie theatre
[ ] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like, in order to make him jealous (Never had a bf so xP)
[ ] I love chocolate (I like chocolate.)
[ ] Getting flowers still makes me melt (Never got any.)
[ ] I have a car
[ ] I've wrecked a car
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[ ] I love him
[ ] I'd do anything for him
[ ] I love cuddling (Never cuddled. Is it fun?)
[ ] I honestly think I'm fat
[ ] Johnny Depp is sexy
[ ] But not as much as Brad Pitt
[x] If I have to dress like a slut to get your attention, then forget it, buddy!
[ ] I dress like a slut anyway...
[x] I love to laugh
[ ] I've flashed someone/some people
[ ] I've skinny dipped
[ ] It's usually my period's fault
[ ] I love Rock (I like several different genres, not just one. :3 But there are that I dislike more than others.)
[ ] I love rap
[ ] I have a boyfriend
[ ] My face is up HERE (I don't get it.)
[ ] I carry a purse everywhere
[ ] I carry my cell phone at ALL times
[ ] I do own a Spice Girls CD
[x] I also own a Britney Spears CD (But it has been lost since the old house so I don't think I own it anymore. o_O)
[ ] I play hard to get
[x] Boys are fun to tease (Why would a girl tease a girl? That's kinda weird.)
[ ] Football is boring (It's alright. No opinion.)
[ ] I love jocks
[ ] I love rockers (They're kinda cool. I don't know if I love them though. o_O)
[ ] Hot guys are better then sweet guys (I have high standards. I just erased something I wrote about f*cking hot guys. XD Anyway, I dunno.)
[ ] Sweet guys are better than hot guys (Don't know. :/)
[ ] I've been called a tease (Sure I have.)

B A S I C. S T A T S
[ .01. ] first name: [Shrin]
[ .02. ] middle name: N/A
[ .03. ] last name: [A...]
[ .04. ] nickname(s): Rhia, Shrinny
[ .05. ] gender: female
[ .06. ] birthday: 2.18. That's in a month people.
[ .07. ] height: 5' 3"
[ .08. ] hair color: black
[ .09. ] current shampoo: I'm using 3 different shampoos currently. Head and Shoulders, Suave, and Pert. x3
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Glasses. Or else I can't see.
[ .011. ] do you have braces: Nope.
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: Long.
[ .013. ] where were you born: Houston
[ .014. ] current location: Sugar Land
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Aquarius/Sheep
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: 3 (English, Chinese, and I'm learning Spanish); I can understand Hakkan but I can't speak it.
[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: Japanese.
[ .018. ] bad habits: None whatsoever. (omg I'm j/k) Honestly, I can't think of any-- Procrastinating.
[ .019. ] number of piercings: 0
[ .020. ] piercings you want: 0
[ .021. ] number of tattoos: 0
[ .023. ] today: Tuesday
[ .024. ] today's date: January 17, 2006
[ .025. ] the time: 15:24 --> 3:24 pm
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Yeah.

F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Mae
[ .028. ] father's name: Gary
[ .029. ] brother's name: Anthony
[ .030. ] sister's name: Christina, Cindy, Annie
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: I don't choose favorites.
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: (see above)
[ .033. ] favorite grandparents: (see above)
[ .036. ] worst relative: Don't know.
[ .037. ] best relative: Don't know.
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: Kinda.
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: NO. No one understands me at all.

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes.
[ .041. ] what are their names: I call her Noone.
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Chihuahua

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Yeah.
[ .044. ] did you drop out: If I'm still in school then no, I didn't drop out. o_o;
[ .045. ] current grade: 9th. Freshman. :3
[ .046. ] favorite grade: I just liked the good old days.
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: Neh.
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Siegel, Evans, and Essigmann (no one can kill me! AHAHAHA!)
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: There were teachers I disliked. But then I always think about their good side. -_-
[ .050. ] favorite subject: English. O_O
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: World Geography. ><
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Buy
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: Nope.
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Nope. xD That's why I have time to do this.
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: Haha.
[ .056. ] favorite dance: DDR.
[ .057. ] favorite memory: Don't know. Good old days?
[ .058. ] who is/was your principal: o__o I don't know who the principal of our school is...
[ .059. ] how many times have you been to the counselor's: Less than 10, more than 5... I don't really remember.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Many. Can't choose one.

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 3
[ .062. ] letter: People have favorite letters? o_O;
[ .063. ] shoes: Uhh...
[ .064. ] saying(s): Don't know (as in I don't know what my favorite saying is)
[ .065. ] TV show: CSI, Digimon, does Bento Beatbox count as a "TV show"? 
[ .066. ] sport: Eh.
[ .067. ] vegetable: Carrots w/ ranch dressing, broccoli
[ .068. ] fruit: Little oranges, strawberries, kiwi, bananas 
[ .069. ] movie: Digimon the movie, Dodgeball
[ .070. ] book: Normal book. XD Great Expectations. <-- This is what happens when you decide that you're gonna do exceptionally well in school.
[ .071. ] actor: Don't have one. o_O
[ .072. ] actress: None.
[ .073. ] candy: Can't choose.
[ .074. ] gum: Can't choose, again.
[ .075. ] scent: Many scents smell good. Many NICE scents.
[ .076. ] candy bar: Crunch.
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Butter Pecan.
[ .078. ] color: blue
[ .079. ] season: Spring is happy. And it rains.
[ .080. ] holiday: Well, you get school off for all the major ones...
[ .081. ] band: UVERworld.
[ .082. ] singer: Mikuni Shimokawa
[ .083. ] group: Isn't a band almost the same thing as a group? Oh well... o_O UVERworld...? >_>
[ .084. ] rapper: No.
[ .085. ] type of music: J-music.
[ .086. ] thing in your room: Everything

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EDIT: Hello Sango. I have made a button for your collective.

As you can see, it did not take much time, but the simplicity of it looks nice. :) Sango~~ we need to affiliate our collectives. :D And Psychotic is being linked in teh Miscellaneous sectionnnnn... Kay.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:58 PM eastern time on January 17, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: bored
♣ MUSIC: Annie playing the piano.
♣ READING:The Color of Water Chps. 5-8.
♣ WATCHING: Blue jacket, black Shiokazecon shirt, black pants, white socks.

1 more time(s).

There's never anything to say anymore. Well, actually it's because I want to write in here whenever something worthwhile happens but... nothing ever does. So I don't want to bore everyone away from here. :/ So don't fret if I don't write tomorrow. =O It's probably because I can't fill it with anything interesting.

I am here because I gave up on studying for the World Geo test tomorrow. I find it stupid because she says the test is going to be over everything we haven't covered in class. So at first I started reading and memorizing everything but then it was too much so I gave up and now I'm here. She does that because she says this is an Honors class. -_- I find that stupid. What if we don't understand the stuff? What if we comprehend it differently than others? Our answers are going to be different and it is so unfair if you count it wrong.

My average in Geometry is a 100. Finally. But some person beat me with a 102 average. I was trying to search out for an especially happy person who would brag about their awesome average but I saw none, which made my search especially difficult.

I just figured out every Thursday they sell Chick-fil-A. Yay. Tomorrow I'm packing more money. $

Mikuni new layout-kun is going well. It shall be up soon. FLs that I plan to get a new host for:

• Kyujyukyu BAASENTO - 99 Percent (Yu-Gi-Oh GX)
• Walk on Tightrope Together - Tightrope (Saiyuki Requiem) 

If you think the layouts are pitiful, then be quiet. Those were up since the beginning of time and I already plan on getting new layouts anyway. Up for adoption:

• A Deep Truth - Mami (Sister Princess)

Send me an email at digidcyj218{at}yahoo.com if you either want to adopt or host one of them. o_O Since I haven't changed those layouts at all, look in Presence for my HTML skills. o_O Or here because my blog layouts are all my own.

You know "Loveless"? Well, I've only watched the first two episodes of it and I'm not really understanding it. Is it because I'm too stupid to watch it? I DO not understand a lot of things. I'm going to watch to episode 5. If by then it is still incomprehensible, I might just give up. :/

♣ Shrin
♣ 05:36 PM eastern time on January 18, 2006
♣ TAG: J-ness & Music
♣ MOOD: blah
♣ WATCHING: Yellowish jacket, pink Aquarius shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

6 more time(s).

Sorry, I had to count which day it was. Anyway, full report.

Biology - Chapters 13-14 Test. It was harder than the last test. I got stuck on a lot of problems, and I didn't have time to finish double-checking my answers. TT-TT I was about to change one of my answers. =( I know I'm not getting a 100 on it. xP Anyway, I must tell everyone of.. *cough*... a guy that sits next to me. JUST GUESS WHAT I'M GOING TO SAY.

PE - Only 5 people dressed out today. Ms. Tomlin was outraged. So all we did was play volleyball. =/ Wasn't much fun with only 5 people.

Study Hall - Studied and memorized a little acronym I made up (like last time) to remember the countries. :D Tislik-ijsa-ba-qa-uoy. XD And I remembered it. Plus I just memorized which city goes with which and I was all set. :3 Woot. Then I spent most of the time drawing a picture of my room from a window view with a lovely stick person in it. :D

Geometry - We learned how to use pythagorean theorem to find out random stuff about 3-dimensional shapes. -_- Did yall already get past that, Austin Geometry people?

Lunch - There was a fight. Two girls... The police had to come in and restrain them. I watched as the cop had to force their hands behind their back and lead them out. It was cool. XD Everyone started standing up on tables and stuff and crowding around to watch the fight. I watched from the vending machine. :3 I found it fascinating. And I even heard that the two girls were like best friends too. o_o

World Geo - So the quiz wasn't that hard. But I think she took off points of mine cuz she told this girl that she was taking points off her quiz since she wrote her lowercase 'R's as little capital 'R's. o_o That's how I write my lowercase 'R's too... :( We are now starting Africa, south of the Sahara.

--Today I couldn't find target in the place he is after 5th period. o_o He seemed to be nowhere in sight. Yes, I figure these things out a bit quickly. >_> I even know where he is after first period. I wait for him. XD Then when I spot him, I walk away. Strange Shrin...--

English - Vocab Quiz. I got confused on one of the sentences because I didn't understand what it was saying... so I pretty much guessed. :( Then we did this family chart. One of the boxes asked for religion. For some reason, when it comes to religious stuff, I always feel like expressing my awesome atheist-ness. It's really weird. I wrote a big 'none' in the box. :3 Guess what? Shayna's in Biology too. o_o Whoa. How'd she get there?

Spanish - We did our test. I guess it was alright. But one of the sentences could cause some... "wrong answers" because it was kind of like an opinionated answer. Oh btw, our new teacher is Ms. Naser. So far, in Spanish II, I've already alternated between three teachers.. =__= I had to learn so many different habits. D:

I looked at the website Mrs. Robertson gave me for practice questions for the AMC exam and... that stuff is hard... O___O I'm pretty sure we haven't learned how to do most of that stuff... And the introduction even said that it was within our grasp. Within our grasp, my.. uh... a word that kinda rhymes with 'grasp' but starts with an 'A'.. *cough* >_>; Anyway, I had to get Daddy to explain how to do some of them before he left.. We only got time to do like 3. :( And there's still like 50 more I don't understand.. >0< But I kinda didn't understand Daddy's way cuz he went really fast and I was like, "Uhh..." I ate two bananas as he did it. Very relevant information. Anyway, I'm going to spend some time studying them, trying to figure them out on my own and understanding it because I want to do good on this because I know it'll make Mommy and Daddy proud if I learn to do things myself.

Today in Geometry I heard people being excited about "High School Musical" tonight. XDD Omg, I didn't know there were losers like me who wanted to watch this! XDD But yes, I am a bit enthusiastic about watching it today. Yay. Can't wait. As you can see, it was even marked on my calendar. XD

I don't like how Tahoma 10 italicizes. :/ It slants it too much to the right and bothers me. D: I know; I'm really weird like that.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:29 PM eastern time on January 20, 2006
♣ MOOD: looking forward...
♣ WATCHING: White Sartartia signed 8th grade shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

2 more time(s).

--Today, everywhere I turned, someone was singing a song from 'High School Musical'. o__o I was unaware of the number of people who were as loser-ish as I am. People, go check my wishlist on teh birthday page (look at the entry below).--

Biology - We had a pop quiz over vocab... =__= I didn't know any of the biologists but good thing she's not gonna count those.. I left about two blank..

Study Hall - I was working out problems I had copied from the AMC site and omg they are sooo hard! ><+ I always get so mad when I can't figure these things out. ><

Geometry - Mrs. Robertson teaches this class as if it's a normal advanced Geometry class... She babies us a bit... I don't really like it. =/ Got a flyer about free online tutoring. I'm gonna see if the people will help me with the AMC problems.

World Geo - O.M.G. You know that test I thought was hard? WELL GUESS WHAT I GOT?

99.

Well she did curve them by 5 points, but still... I got the highest grade in the class. O_O And I have the highest average, a 98. This is unbelievable. Plus I'm mad at myself for my map. I would've gotten a 100 IF I REMEMBERED ORIENTATION. That is such a stupid mistake. ><

English - I don't wanna write a poem about myself due Friday all typed up!!! ><+

Spanish - I was the only person who got an A on the Spanish Test. -_-; Saddening, people. Now we just started commands. I just dislike it greatly when I have to learn these things again.. Gahhh, I already know this stuff... ><+

On February 2nd, we're gonna choose our classes for next year during Advisory. I've already planned out what I'm gonna take next year. :3

• English II
• World History
• Algebra II
• Chemistry
• Psychology
• PE
• Theatre Arts
• Spanish III

I guess I'm just gonna skip IPC altogether. I checked the newspaper thing and IPC isn't required as one of the Science credits so I'm just gonna have to take Physics to complete the rest of the Science credits later on.

I'm not sure if I should take PE first or second semester. First semester would be too cold but it's shorter so I can have more time in Psychology. But to stay warm, PE second semester would be better but then I'd only have Psychology first semester, the shorter one... So I guess I'll freeze? I mean I'm already taking PE second semester right now so I can see both and tell Christina which one's better. =/

♣ Shrin
♣ 07:47 PM eastern time on January 23, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: satisfied
♣ MUSIC: Heard 'Em Say by Kanye West ft. Adam Levine.
♣ WATCHING: Blue Jacques shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

1 more time(s).

Hello everyone. I'm not doing my homework. =O

Biology - The guy that sits next to me... I don't think he's in our class anymore.. I think he might've changed his schedule or something... cuz no one's mentioning anything about him.

Study Hall - We got our progress reports. They do progress reports weird here. You get 'em in 3rd period and you have to sign for them. o_O; Lemme go get it to show off my grades.

1. Biology - 93 - O
2. PE - 100 - O - Outstanding Progress
3. Geometry - 100 - O
4. World Geo - 98 - S
5. English - 88 - S
6. Spanish - 95 - O

I WILL bring up my English grade. That's what two D's will do to you. o_o It's just like the first six weeks all over again..

World Geo - We're watching "Hidalgo". It's actually a pretty good movie. Frank is pretty cool. :3

English - Mrs. Cavender's aunt was our sub today... She does look a lot like Mrs. Cavender... o__o Btw, we're starting character analysises in English! =D We have one due next Thursday! ;D Wonderful.

Spanish - Ms. Naser is very impressed with me. Maybe I should tell her that I came from another school where we learned a ton more stuff. She gave us sheets on stem-changers today. -_- And I've already learned most of them. =P

I wish I was outgoing enough to talk to my target. I'm so shy. u.u

Parmesan Goldfish is really good. o_o I can't stop eating it.

TohruxKyou lovers, you might wanna take a look at this spoiler from Furuba... » link

Haha, that's funny. The street Elkins is on is called 'Knights Court'. XD And what's their mascot? Elkins Knights. XD Funny.

Omg, btw I totally forgot. The 'just Melody' single comes out today in Japan!!! Well... actually it might've come out yesterday cuz I was looking at their site and they said it was coming out on the 24th... Eh, it's out anyway! :)

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:17 PM eastern time on January 25, 2006
♣ MOOD: hungry
♣ WATCHING: light brown Got Monkey shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

2 more time(s).

Biology - Omg. When Mrs. Bradley said that the guy was absent, for some reason I felt a bit... relieved? Anyway, the quiz we took, I studied the vocab but... that quiz was still so hard. >< I had to leave 5 of them blank cuz I didn't know. >P

PE - Man. We're doing taibo tomorrow. What's taibo? It sounds something like taichi or something.

World Geo - We finished watching 'Hidalgo'. It was a nice ending. And you would think he would kiss the girl but he didn't. XD Cowboys are cool. The girls sitting in front of me cried when he set the horse free. I'm the person who cries oh so easily and I didn't cry. -_-

English - Oh I keep forgetting to tell everyone. There's this guy in my classes named Justin Pop but people call him J-pop for short. o__o Things go through my mind when I hear people call out his name. Anyway, I'm officially known as the smart girl. :(

How many times did I see my target today? So many... o__o I passed him so many times... Okay, I saw him when I was going into the gym, I kinda stalked him as he wandered around the cafeteria twice (o_O), and omg!! I didn't know that he had a class a few rooms away from my classroom fifth period!! O__O Okay, so I was at my locker, contemplating whether or not to bring my whole World Geo binder to class and after a while I decided just to bring along the notes. I walk to class and I see walking towards me what looks like my target so I'm like omg... As we get closer I see it's him and I'm like OMG. We just passed each other in that empty hallway. It's like one of those scenes in anime. XD Anyway, after walking into the classroom, I decided to see which classroom he was going into so I can remember (XDD) so I storm out of my seat and out of the classroom dodging classmates like the wind (everyone's like wtf??) and I peek down the hallway and see him standing, waiting outside the classroom down the hall. :D I'm such a fool. After World Geo I went to my locker really quickly JUST SO I COULD POSSIBLY SEE HIM and I walked past him again. Do you think he notices me? Cuz everytime at lunch I purposely walk by his table fifty-million times. XDD Anyway, I kinda stalked him down the hallway and he goes down the 100 stairs after 5th. Okay. Got it.

But yeah. I saw my target a lot today. I really don't think I'll ever get the nerve to talk to him.

Last night I had a dream that I accidentally bumped into my target and I offered my hand to pull him up and then I told him my name and started to try to converse with him but then he was mean to me and walked away... That made me sad.

After thinking about it, Target does seem like the type to be able to be mean. He's quiet but he looks like he can be mean... =( I don't know how to confront him. And he probably has no plans of confronting me, of course. How do others do it, just go up to someone they don't know and just start talking? Kindergarten.. u.u

Ugh, my eyes've been extremely itchy lately. Really dried out. Just like right now. No, I will not take eye drops or pills. -_- Everytime I splash them with water, they just dry out really quickly.

I wish my CD player worked. I wish I hadn't lost my warranty. Cuz I wanna listen to it in school. =(

You know what's weird? I dislike everyone who likes things that I do. Isn't that really.. strange? I don't know why.. I just do. Christina knows that I do cuz I always start complaining about it and stuff.

Today in the morning when I was sitting in the same spot I always do (I happen to like that spot but those stupid girls are making me wanna move, always pushing me away FROM WHERE I ORIGINALLY WAS ><) I heard the girls next to me talking about watching 'High School Musical' yesterday and how one of them already learned the dance at the end. -_- People, there really are people in this school more loser-ish than I am.

Today at lunch, I was just standing around the vending machines and then Hungarian man comes up to me and is like, "OMG! I like your bag! I used to watch anime and [read] manga!" and I just smiled and laughed (a small laugh of course). But "used to" were the keywords.

I am so sad that Makoto isn't Makoto. T-T Nobuto >P. Mako sounds better. My kun... <3

I'm going song crazy again... @_@ Too many... Hey, um peoples.. does anyone have the mp3 to "Touch" by Younha? =D;

@Tilly: Well, the one I want most is "Timeless" which won't be easy to get. XD The rest, just choose something from the list. =/ I don't really think I have any sort of preference of them.. :/ Except "Timeless". XD I don't know what I got on the Bio thing but I finished the rest in the morning with my super lightning skills.

@Riss: Cute.

♣ Shrin
♣ 07:39 PM eastern time on January 26, 2006
♣ MOOD: energetic
♣ MUSIC: "Touch" by Younha
♣ READING:The Color of Water Chp. 19-20
♣ WATCHING: New gray shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

1 more time(s).

Wow, today I was running around a lot.. to see certain people XD ;).

Biology - As I walk towards the open door, I see the guy that sits next to me is back! And I'm like really happy for some reason... o__o I just sit in my seat and smile my.. uhh.. beeping beep off as if I was listening to a new CD on my CD player on the bus. =OO Oh dear, Shrin. What you've been trying to avoid has just attacked you and bit your head off. We did two group activities and I was his partner for the card flipping thing. I've talked to him more than I've talked to my target, which is saddening considering how much I've actually talked to the guy (Flamingly interesting conversations include "Here it is." and "I don't know.")

[NOTE: "The guy" means the guy that sits next to me and "target" will always mean target and I will not refer to him any other way except for the appropriate pronouns.]

When Mrs. Bradley was explaining the activities to us, she pulled out two plastic eggs and one of them had a piece of ribbon attached to the end and she started flapping it and said, "Guess what these are? =D" and me and the guy start laughing. This girl's like, "That one's the sperm!" and points and Mrs. Bradley's like, "I don't know which one you're pointing to." and she says the one without the tail. XD I laugh yet again cuz when Mrs. Bradley says that males make sperm the girl says that she thought females made sperm. XDD OMG that's hilarious. And she's in Honors Biology. XD

PE - Instead of doing taibo (Ms. Tomlin said she didn't have the video!!! RISS!!! I think your taibo is the same as our taibo!! O_O), we did a workout video. -_- The women were like wearing tight bathing-suit-looking things. Rachel pointed out that the one in the red was kinda wearing a thong. o_O The workout people were having such a lovely conversation with each other... I just kinda marched with those weirdohead women.

Geometry - I don't know how I usually finish first even after I've double-checked my work like a pig who knows how (Don't ask; words just pop up randomly, so don't start proving this statement wrong and stuff. I know it's probably wrong in some way. o_O) and then I always end up with either the highest or one of the highest grades in the class... o_oa

Lunch - Okay, I guess I'm kinda like a stalker but I'm not like an EXTREME stalker... >_>; Um, that makes sense, right? Anyway, I notice Target usually doesn't eat lunch but today I was taken aback when I saw him with lunch in his hands! O_O

World Geo - The girl that sits in front of me diagonally, ugh.. She cheats on tests and stuff (I WATCH HER WITH MY VERY OWN EYES AND I AM PRETTY SURE THEY ARE NOT DECEIVING ME ON THIS MATTER.) and today when Ms. Hisaka was grading the map quizzes, she asked the girl if she cheated and the girl says, "No..." What stupidity that makes me mad. She's always outraged when she gets something on the quiz or something wrong cuz SHE THOUGHT SHE HAD ALL THE RIGHT ANSWERS. *disgust*

Anyway, Target doesn't have a class few rooms away from 5th period. That time, it was only because they were supposed to meet in that room that day (Don't ask how I know this; I'm just really weird like that.) so their normal room is usually somewhere else (probably downstairs cuz I always see-- Okay, never mind.).

Today when I was walking to English, I saw the guy that sits next to me in Biology walking (omg, so amazing[/sarcasm]). Then he went up the 600 stairs. =O Gasp.

After that very inconsequential event, I continued to walk to my English classroom when I spot behind me Target and his friend talking so I'm like, "Haha." and I continue my walk and as I'm in hallway (Target usually leaves after they get to the front [omg-stalker-trait-o__o]) I turn around and Target and friend are right behind me and I'm just like O__O and I walk and listen. I think that's the first time I've ever heard my target talk. XDD So saddening, isn't it? XD Then I was like :D and watched after I reached my classroom as they walked past it and went outside. The end.

Yesterday I made little pixels on Paint! =) It was so much fun. Books are hard to draw. XD Mine looks a bit deformed but no one's gonna look that closely at it. :)

♣ Shrin
♣ 10:52 PM eastern time on January 27, 2006
♣ MOOD: relaxed
♣ MUSIC: TV
♣ WATCHING: Red glittery Cat in the Hat shirt and red pants (pajamas).

1 more time(s).

Today, I aim to write an interesting entry.

Let's look back and see my New Year's Resolutions for 2006 and see which ones I've accomplished so far in this short amount of time:

1. Adjust to new school well. - I guess I've adjusted. :/ [x]
2. Get better eating/study/tidiness habits. - Uhh... I'm not sure if you can say I've done that. I guess I'm having a bit of some better study habits? [_x_]
3. Try to be a likeable person.. -_- - I don't talk anymore. That makes me more likeable than I used to be cuz I don't act like a stupid... person. [x]
4. Don't be lazy when making cosplay! =O Laziness = ugliness. Unless you are just fantastic and laziness = good. But no. You are not fantastic. You are lazy. - Well, actually.. I haven't even STARTED making my cosplays yet.. and I really need to cuz Shio's coming up!! TT-TT It's just that I don't know who'd I wanna cosplay as!! >< [??]
5. ...Don't be as lazy as you are right now... >_>; - Uhh... I'm kinda lazy? I'm not sure if that can be checked off yet... [?]
6. Make new friends. Or you're gonna have a very bad high school life. - [_]
7. Learn to be good at something. Cuz you're not. Except Geometry. But yeah, that makes you talented. -_- - I guess I'm trying to learn to be better at piano, which I'm not doing such a great job of right now cuz I'm not good at using both hands with those huge 4-notes and stuff. =P Other than that, no, I'm still not good at anything. [_]
8. Don't get sad, mad, or depressed as easily as you do now. You've learned from your mistakes so you know what not to do, what doesn't work. - I've learned a lot of things which have made me hate people even more. Weird how everytime I learn something from life myself, what results from it is me hating the person(s). [?]
9. Be good to Mommy and Daddy. Where would you be without them? - I try to be good. I think I'm doing better than last year? [?]
10. Have an awesome year! =) - [_]

Wow. I was so happy last year. Hm. Total accomplished so far would be 2 1/3. =/ I still have 11 months to go. Yeah.

YES. It's raining. I love it when it rains. <3 I remember listening to the radio yesterday saying that there was a 70% chance it'd rain today. Yay, they were right.

AAAGGGGHHH!!! ><+ WHO SHOULD I COSPLAY AS?? I'm really picky. XP Ugh, I hate getting frustrated like this.

Wow, what an interesting entry.

I like spanish words for foods. We're learning food vocab right now. :d I especially like the words 'zanahorias' and 'habichuelas'. :P Carrots and beans.

为什么我会不喜欢我的朋友？　她们就会干一个什么我就神气她们流我和不给我说．　我知道，　我知道，　我跟她们住的太远了．　可是．．　我不是个好人．　我很会不喜欢［咖冷］和全步她们．　：（　就是［爱日师］和［么林大］我不会不喜欢．　u.u ［林大］，　我跟她打电话的时候我们会说．．　

Mi persona cambió mucha este año. Yo soy una persona mucha reservada. Pero yo dije este muchas veces ya, me gusta. Es tranquilo. Puedo concentrar mucho. Estoy celosa, eso es por qué estoy enojada mucho.

我想人懂我弄的东西，　那他们不准细的看．　我很会这样子．　肯能我的最好的朋友是［爱日师］和［林大］．　［么林大］呀，　我很长时间没跟你说话了！　你肯能有很多作业． :/

Anoche soñé.. (omg..) Estuve en China y estuve comprando algo a la tienda al lado de nuestro casa y dos hombres vinieron dentro y comenzaron robar el lugar. Rápido, di la mujer un dolar americano y fui a casa. Compré un ICEE de la tienda.. o_O; La situación pareció frenética.

Writing in different languages is fun, but it's hard especially when you don't know how to say a lot of words in the language, you have to sorta improvise.. >_> 

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:18 PM eastern time on January 28, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: neh.
♣ MUSIC: the rain.
♣ WATCHING: Green Darn Monkey shirt, blue jeans.

2 more time(s).

Start Time - 2:51 pm

10 minutes.. begin.

Biology - Nyaaaahhh... I don't remember what it was but Mrs. Bradley says things so seriously and I think they're funny but I have to keep in my laugh cuz then I'd be the only person laughing. I couldn't stop shaking from keeping it in. You know how it is?

Geometry - We're learning trig stuff. Omg, I finally learned what the sin, cos, tan buttons on the calculator means! =O

Lunch - The self-centered person I am, I think my target does notice me. I purposely go to that one vending machine that is closest to him to buy something. I pretend to not be able to decide what to get just to stall. XD I'm such a fool. Anyway, today I was gonna confront him and actually say something but I didn't have the nerve! >< He and his friend leave lunch early to go walk around in the hallways and I was gonna go over there and he saw me of course cuz I saw him see me but I just ran away cuz I couldn't do it. I can't just say "Hi" randomly cuz there'd be nothing else. >< Actually now that I think back, I actually have said something to him. "Oh, sorry." cuz I turned around and was in his way. :o

Spanish - Grr... Ms. Naser kinda pointed out stuff about pronunciations and stresses for spanish words.. >< That was the very first thing we learned in Spanish II at Austin and obviously these people haven't. THESE PEOPLE make me look sooo genius-y.. And that one statement doesn't.

I think Target has off-campus 6th? Cuz on my way to 6th I saw him leave the building?? EH?? O__O --- WAIT. T-shacks... *thinking* I recall there being only two classes outside. Were they near the front of the school? Hm... I know they're close to the gym. Eh.

@Bisho: When you click on comment it leads you to my shoutbox?? O__o Really? That's weird cuz I'm pretty sure it works for everyone else... o_o;; Hm..

Yesterday I couldn't resist and just made a new CD. ><

Resistance

1. Glaring Dream - Kinya Kotani - Gravitation
2. Touch - Younha - Touch single
3. The Rage Beat - Kinya Kotani - Gravitation
4. Sleepless Beauty - K.ITO + DK - Gravitation
5. Crescent Moon - Mika Nakashima - Crescent Moon single
6. Eternal Snow ~Diamond Dust Remix~ - Kana - Full Moon wo Sagashite
7. Yuutsu na Seven Days - Kinya Kotani - Gravitation
8. Kimi ni Fuku Kaze - Mikuni Shimokawa - Full Metal Panic Fumoffu
9. Super Drive - Yousuke Sakanoue - Gravitation
10. Lonely in Gorgeous - Tommy february6 - Paradise Kiss
11. Jun - meaning Genuine - Cromartie High
12. just Melody - UVERworld - just Melody single
13. Eternal Snow ~Route L Version~ - Route L - Full Moon wo Sagashite
14. Zips - TM Revolution - Gundam SEED
15. Birds - Maaya Sakamoto - Easy Listening
16. CHANCE! - UVERworld - CHANCE! single
17. Blind Game Again - Kinya Kotani - Gravitation
18. Shining Collection - Iceman - Gravitation
19. Glamorous Sky - Mika Nakashima - NANA

Woot. :3

Btw, Christina got accepted at a host yesterday. Will link her when she gets her whole site up.

End time - 3:11 pm
Total time - 20 minutes. Darn 10 minutes over. xP

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:11 PM eastern time on January 30, 2006
♣ TAG: J-ness & Music
♣ MOOD: predatory
♣ READING:The Color of Water Chp. 23-epilogue.
♣ WATCHING: Red Hurley shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

3 more time(s).

And tomorrow is a brand new month. This year has been passing by so quickly so far... @__@

Biology - Um... We had a cell quiz.. and I didn't really know the parts of the leaf.. o_O *cough* But I think the answer was 'stroma'.. Which we did learn.. but I just forgot. >_>;

2nd-4th period - O.M.G. That AMC exam thing was so freakin hard... And you know the stupidest thing?? I should've just left the ones I didn't know blank instead of trying to guess the answer!! I actually knew like about 10 of them.. >< Ugh. Why am I so stupid?? If you leave it blank, it's worth 2.5 points. If your answer is incorrect, you get 0 points. >< And a right answer is worth 6 points. You get 120+ points? You're top 10%. Sh*t. I probably would've gotten 120+ points if I didn't decide to guess on the ones I didn't know. I knew a good number of them. ><++ I am mad at meself. I liked the first question though. The first question was easy. XD

Also, when this girl came over to sit at the table I was at and she started talking with her friend I heard them whispering, "Omg it's that girl! What's her name?" and I was signing the sign-in sheet and then I handed it to them and they looked at it and said, "Oh, [Shrin]. Huh." For some reason, people talk about me. -_-
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I really should just give up. I don't have any nerve to talk to Target. xP When I was walking into the cafeteria that Target and his friend were exiting, this was the first time that I realized how tall he and his friend were. o__o They're pretty tall.. Well not like super tall. But way taller than me.

Ooh, today, I was "stalking" Target and his friend before 6th and guess what? They have off-period 6th! Isn't that so cool? =D I found that amazing. They can drive... That would make them sophomores-seniors. Wow, I picked an old target.

But yeah, I'm really shy so I can't talk to people. >< I mean, what do you say to them when you know nothing about them?? Agh.

I don't want to make it my goal to talk to him tomorrow because I KNOW that I'm not gonna be able to muster up my courage to (such good word usage =D).

Yeah, there really isn't many interesting things to write about today. Just that I can't wait for Shio. Wow, interesting.

I don't like it when people lead me on a path that I think is wonderful, they made me think it was wonderful and I follow it and keep following it until suddenly they kill the path, cut it off, and now I'm falling off the edge bewildered and I can't get back up. Or in another case, we walk the path together so happily admiring the flowers on the side of the road when suddenly they need to head off into the forest to pee and I wait for them and when they finish and come back, they decide to go on another path with someone else and leave you there all alone cuz they don't care. Or maybe leading people on paths is just what they do. If one person won't go with them on the walk, they'll just immediately find some random person. Let's lead them on the path and once they're gone, no worries, I'll just find someone else to go with me on the path. Or they recruit you as the person for if the original person that walks with them decides to leave and they get lonely, they just tell you to hop along, saying the path was made just for you.

I learned from last year: you can't trust people so easily... Make sure the path is yours, you were not recruited, you will not be cut off. Omg getting you lost or cut off your path is sooo brutal. So I don't trust them.

Sometimes you're too busy thinking about someone else doing something that you don't notice what you're doing. You set up the dominoes, you're paying attention to each one making sure they're all upright and the same distance from each other but you don't see that while you're doing all this, you accidentally knocked over the first one and all of them are falling one after the other and you want to stop it but you can't cuz it's like if you stop the dominoes in the middle, it's just... weird.. And it's like... It's kinda like "F*ck you." Okay, I'm not good with this comparison stuff... O__o; Okay wait. Okay it's like they're helping you set all the dominoes up and you're having bunches of fun, you let them join in with the domino-setting-up-ess. But then when you're about to knock em all over, you decide that you don't want the dominoes anymore and prance off to something else. Or maybe you didn't want the dominoes in the first place but once you start putting one up, you can't help but put the rest up without thinking that you didn't want to do this in the first place cuz you hate dominoes so if you just stop and leave the person there for something else.. That's just mean. SO MEAN. AND I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THIS IS WHAt I'm about to do...

Why do I have to be so nice to talk to people..?? I was making sure that I trusted the person, kept asking questions, making sure and junk but what I didn't realize was that I was talking to the person.. DO NOT TALK. It's a sign that you're interested. And since I'm too nice, I can't just leave the person on the path or with the dominoes all by themselves... I should've just left the dominoes alone in the first place. Now I just have to avoid the path, avoid the dominoes, so the person won't see me, won't see what a cruel cruel person I am. I can't say 'No' to their face.

I wanted to make sure that the path was a real path that was made just for me. I was making sure I didn't make the same mistake as last year. But now I'm the one who's making the path for them... and that would go against what I'm against cuz my path's not real... My path's not theirs.. My path's someone else's... I just don't know whose yet...

I am still a virgin, just to make that clear. Hope yall weren't thinking anything about that.. >_>;

Avoiding, that's what I do a lot of... It's because I can't face them to tell the truth. So the next best thing is to not say anything at all... But when they see you on another path with someone else while they thought the path was theirs, they'll know and they will be SO HURT. I used to be on the receiving end of this thing so I know firsthand how it feels.. but now I'm the one orchestrating it... I am such a bad bad person. u.u And I'm so mad at myself for doing what I hated people doing to me. The dominoes are just gonna be falling and... I don't know. I just don't know.

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:39 PM eastern time on January 31, 2006
♣ MOOD: guilty
♣ WATCHING: Pink Aquarius shirt, blue jeans, white socks.

2 more time(s).

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