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Entries for February, 2006

Day 21

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Start time - 2:55pm 20 minutes.. begin.

Turning point junk happened today. A cross of lucky number 3 and 7 eh? 3x7=21

PE - So I was sitting in the gym, waiting for Ms. Tomlin to come out and stuff along with three other people. So we were waiting and we had waited for a pretty long time till we realized that everyone had already left to the track! O__O We were like "Sh*t..." When we went outside and told her about it, she didn't even NOTICE we were gone. o_o We could've just stayed inside and gotten our 100 for the day without doing anything.

Study Hall - And I finally finished writing rough draft of Character Analysis-kun. And I call him kun cuz I'm allowed to. Even though he owns me and should be san. Shut up.

Geometry - We had a sub who left us a packet of THE TRIG STUFF WE WERE LEARNING ALL THIS WEEK SO FAR. We were learning it all this week. When we got it everyone was like, "Omg I don't know how to do this!!1!1 She never taught us this!! This is bull!!" There is a reason why you are in Honors Geometry because you are supposed to know how to apply what you learn BY YOURSELF without anyone HOLDING YOUR HAND. And that was why I was able to complete the whole packet BY MYSELF using MY BRAIN ONLY. One girl, Sara, she was absent yesterday so she was being an annoying f*ckhead and all saying, "I DON't GeT thisSSssss... I WASn'T heRRee yesTErdAAYYy.." But you were here on Monday. Why the hell are you in this class if you don't have any idea how to apply what you learn? Even dumb people (won't name names) understood how to apply it themselves. They are allowed in Honors classes. I'm sorry; I'm really mean to people. :P Just don't annoy me in stupid ways and I won't cus.

Lunch - Almost there. I WAS ALMOST THERE. This close --> || to talking to Target. OMG I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF. I was gonna say something but then I just died. The words just stayed...

Hey Aura. You know your friend? Well she found me. xP But I'm so used to being mean to people that I didn't sit with her at lunch even though she told me to. I sat outside being so depressed about me not having the courage to talk to Target. To say a WORD. So I didn't eat what I bought. Just drank half a Coke, snuck it upstairs, and drank most of the rest of it up and threw it away in the bathroom. Ate my chips on the bus.

When it was time to leave Lunch, Hungarian man tapped me on the shoulder and said hi so I smiled and said hi back. That was when I was nice. Strange. I was nice to someone.

When I came out of the bathroom from throwing away the Coke, I saw Hungarian man again and we said hi again.

English - I was so happy when I finally finished Character Analysis-san. Elated. BUUTTTTT Mrs. Cavender just has to tell us what NOT to do the day before it's due and NOOWWW I have to go back and rewrite the whole freakin thing because I did most of the stuff she told us not to do. xP

Spanish - Everyone was so pumped up when it was my turn to go up to the board but I just let them all down and they weren't so excited anymore. When she said 'venir' my mind just blanked out. I used to think, "How can someone's mind just blank out? That's just so stupid." I can't believe it can really happen. o_. Hm.

After school, I saw Hungarian man again. We said hi again.

Okay the way I wrote it didn't sound so turning-point-y. Neh.

And what I wrote yesterday, I pulled a Jack. XD If I write what I really mean, then secrets are out. :O That wouldn't be good. o__o Some things.. happen to me alone and no one knows about it. NO ONE. Not even Christina. I'd really rather her not know cuz she doesn't sympathize with me anymore even though I do with her. :/ So now I pretty much have no one to talk to about my.. stuff. Sorry, but I don't tell my close friends secrets. o__o Weird, I know. I find it easier to trust people you don't know as well... Weird. But sometimes I do end up telling yall guys stuff so don't think I keep everything from you, kay?

@Tilly: It's okay if you write long comments. I like reading long comments. =D Allen spilled ink over a girl's $180 jacket?? O__O OMG that's horrible. And you left your $30 jacket in a classroom? Jacket stuff.. @_@ Oh my. That's why I buy cheap $5 jackets. XD Well.. actually... I really don't know how much my jackets cost. O_o

End time - 3:21pm. Sh*t. 6 minutes over.

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Day 22

Yay, three-day weekend. :3 So I can stay on the computer and do nothing and not do homework cuz I've got three more days to do it. :D

Advisory - Yeah. I didn't like the teacher we had. She was kinda stupid (I'm not gonna mention a name.). If you didn't fill in all the classes, she would fill in the rest FOR YOU not caring if you wanted to take the class or not. >:P She was like being a mom to people, saying stuff like, "Since you need to fulfill that credit, you should take that class instead of this one. No, actually take this one." She basically chose all the classes for this one guy. -_- Oh and you know what got me SO mad? PSYCHOLOGY WASN'T ON THERE!!!!!!! But it's a 10th grade class!! At least in AHS it is... :( I heard a sophomore say he was taking Psychology next year. D:< Does that mean they're only going to offer it for juniors and seniors in this school? I'ma go be a bitch about this and talk to my counselor. Mommy's habits are rubbing off on me and when I grow up and if I become a mom (doubtful cuz I'll probably deny proposals cuz I'm scared to commit... actually no one'll probably propose to me anyway so...) (actually I might become a single mom cuz I might go off f*cking guys when I get depressed.. I've thought about it.. I mean, it's better than drugs. Just be careful and don't get STDs... o_O Okay, maybe I shouldn't do it. Let's just not take ALL our clothes off. Okay, why am I writing this..? >_>; Oh dear... Um, ignore this friends. o_o) I'll probably be complain-y to authority.. just like Mommy. >_>; Man, you really do start to become like your parents no matter what. :P

Biology - Umm... we took another quiz and she gave it to us as if she told us about it.. o_O; Well on some of the questions it had like a grade level next to it, such as "Here is teh question ahahaha!! -? (Grade 11)" and such. There was Grade 10, 11, and 12 but no poor Grade 9 that I am in. :( Some of those questions.. o__o a bit.. difficult... Mrs. Bradley said that we'd start classification next week and the quiz was partly about classification... o_o; *cough/

PE - Hello Riss. We did taebo today (realized it was spelled with an 'E' from the video). Did your video have a weird man going, "Push your butt into the ground! Come on! That's it!" and a woman while doing her taebo stuff, "HHHHAAAAAAAA!!!!!"? o__O;; Um.. yes.. that was a bit strange.

Geometry - Well this is a first. I don't understand something in Geometry. O_O Whoa. Anyway, angle of depression and elevation... Mrs. Robertson says that they're congruent... so I was thinking they're the same thing but when she draws the picture out it's really weird and I don't seem to understand... o_o I'll most likely understand it Monday. =/

Lunch - Will talk about Target Status later. Anyway, I was practicing my talking skills by talking to the new girls cuz I know how it felt to be new and have no one to talk to.. Except they have each other since they're sisters. :/ Anyway, they were standing near the vending machines eating their lunch too, just like what I do! =O So I told one of the girls that I liked her shoes (they were furry-ish :)) and said that they're in my Spanish class (because they are) and told them I'm new too and then these two guys come over and start hitting on them sooo... they're welcome into this school. :|

World Geo - Practiced more talking skills by talking to Erin in the computer lab some. :/ Even though she probably didn't want me talking to her anyway... :// WILL TALK ABOUT TARGET STATUS LATER. :D

Target Status - ahahaha... >:D

Name: Franklin (XD)
How did Shrin, teh mastermind stalker, find this piece of essential information out? Well... I'll have to tell the story.
Teh Story: We are in the computer lab. Target's class is in the computer lab next door. We don't have enough computers for everyone. Girl two seats away from me's computer is not working. I am sitting next to her friend. Girl decides she'll have to go to the next room to get a computer. I graciously (and selfishly) offer my computer to her, telling her it's alright cuz then she can sit next to her friend (showed my awesome niceness didn't I people? >:O) and I move off to the next room. :D I sit next to Erin cuz she's in there too. Target is on the other side of the room. At random moments I'll turn around just to see him. :D The people in the lab are sooo frickin weird. XD I kept laughing. When Target-kun went up to the printer to get his paper, classmates call out to him, "Franklin! I like your pants!" Well, he turns around and is just like okay so I KNOW that had to be him. Plus, he did have nice pants. XD

Grade: 12th. HE IS A SENIOR, PEOPLE.
How did Shrin, teh stalkerness, find this amazing piece of information out? This morning, everyone had to look for their advisory class. Only freshmen, sophomores, and juniors had to. Seniors just had to go to the commons. This morning, Target went to the commons when the bell rang. Plus, the class that was in the computer lab? Senior class.

Music: The bands/singers he likes/listens to - Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson (sp?) (TILLZ XD), Cradle of Filth (never heard of that one), Metallica, and... I don't remember what else.. Don't ask how I found this one out. XD Remember, my status has gone up to "stalker - level 2" so I should just know these things.

Uh okay. That's all I know so far. I really don't know how to talk to him. I was staring at him when he was at the printer but he just looked past me so I don't think he noticed me.

Trying to succeed with targets is almost like trying to get a boyfriend or something. Except that we don't go as far as that. Just friend. XD Man, we are such weird weird people Tilly.

People, I need advice on how to talk to him. I started to talk to people so far (omg two people!!! =OOO) but I can never get the nerve to go up to him and say something.

Thanks people for the awesomely long comments. They gave me lots of things to read and I like that. :)

Melz and others - Now that I think back... I used to be able to just go up to someone and say something. I've changed so much since last year. How was I able to just do that?? I can't remember... I mean, the reason I succeeded with Allen was because I wasn't afraid of going up to people and talking like it's normal but now.. it's harder. But you know what? Even if I do succeed with Target soon, he won't be here next year. He'll have graduated. And I'll be all alone yet again. High school is such a horrible time.

Listen to the song "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been" by Relient K. If you listen to the lyrics, it mostly describes what I feel right now.. (oh yeah, this has nothing to do with Target by the way) I listen to that song a lot and I find it really strange how much I can relate to the lyrics. XD What a loser I am.

Tillz and everyone else - Ever since I left, I seem less enthusiatic too. Just like what I mentioned before, I've changed a lot since before I moved to this school.. You know the most I've actually said something? When I was explaining to my group people how to do the lab. Wow. :O You know the most I've jumped up and down? TAEBO. And that was barely jumping too. The most I've said something loudly? Umm... when I was answering a question that no one else knew the answer to. :O And that wasn't even that loud either. I wish... sometimes I wish I could be as I was before.. but I wanted to be a new person at this school and now I am and I really don't think I'm going to turn back.

And yes Tillz, UVERworld is frickin awesome and that's why I love them oh so dearly.

Oh and also Tillz, your comment seemed to have been cut off. o_O Please continue what you were saying about you might...?

Riss and people - Ugh. Those people call me the smart girl too. >< Wait, did I already say that before? Oh well.

The kun and san thing? It's the Japanese ending stuffs! Ask someone who knows anime junks. :D

I curse myself. Everytime I plan out something to happen in my head, it never comes out the way I plan it when I really do it. So if I'm thinking up a scenario that I want to happen, I have to make myself NOT think it cuz if I DO think it, it won't happen when I want it to. I don't know; I'm really strange like that. That's how last night was. I was thinking of what I should say and how I should act when I talk to Target but then I was like shoot stop it... So I had to turn on my music and not think about it. But I couldn't stop thinking about it during the music AND this morning. So guess what? It didn't happen. =P

Monday, I am going to strive to talk and be more open to more people. And guess what? IT IS MY GOAL TO TALK TO TARGET ON MONDAY. Shooooot... I know that'll never get accomplished cuz I'm just gonna freeze and run away.

February is usually one of the best months for me. :) But for it to be one of my best months, I'll have to make it my best month. Don't wait for your boat to sail to you, swim out and get it. =D (from a poster I saw hanging on the wall XD) Good attitude, eh? Maybe I'll have to SMILE!!! smile smile, itsumo mite ite, zutto mite ite, donna toki mo~... smile smile, shinjite itai, kanjite itai, itsuma~~de~ mo.. Ah, sorry, forgive me for breaking out into song. :D

I changed the style of this a bit to make it look a bit neater, 'kay peoples? :)

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Niiiiiiiiii...YAH. How have I been?

On Thursday night, I went over to Janet's with Christina to "celebrate" her birthday. It didn't really feel like a bday party though. XD I watched High School Musical for like the 50th time and yes, I sang along to all I knew. XD Which was a lot.

Riss was there and after a while we just talked about... things. ;) I bored her with my long talk of my target...

I've had different views on my target. Iris says I should probably change my target since he's a senior and just think: Would a senior want to hang out with a freshman? Not if they're a nice person. :/ I mean, I'm a freshman and I DO NOT want to hang out with a 6th grader. I always think people grades below me are dumb. D: What if he thinks the same?

Aura says that seniors are nice. The ones in her flute section are nice, she says. So yes, there are obviously some nice ones.

Sango just absolutely love my target for his CoF likeness. XD Tiffany says she's not particularly fond of CoF cuz.. I guess she's just not really into that kind of music. :/

Mellllllllz... We wonder what your first boyfriend will be like. ;D

The next morning when we woke up, we checked out the iControl stuff and we did workout videos. xD Cardio Hip-Hop was fun. And Janet's pretzels are strangely delicious. o__o

Riss and Joyce had to leave. :( That's when Janet and Christina finally woke up. <_< When they left we ate the cake and the cake was really delicious too. O___O I loved it. There was a nice sweetness to it. I'm getting a cake like that for my bday.

We watched the dub of the first Gravitation episode. o__o+ I guess Shuichi's voice was alright. :/ Omg, I dreaded Yuki's voice... O__O It's too deep and Rome Elliot doesn't portray the right amount of coolness in his voice. And Aizawa's was a bit too deep for me. o_O Hiro... eh. Sakano's voice was good though. =D Good foolishness. :D

Then I watched the first ep of Grenadier. And I have found who I'm going to cosplay for Shiokazecon. >< Rushuna (sp?). But... not sure if I can pull off the boob-hugeness. o_o;; But I love her outfit! Imagine me with blond hair and huge boobs. XDD Scary sight. I plan on borrowing Sana's blond wig.. hopefully she doesn't have lice. o_o It'll be weird to buy a ton of padding cuz Mommy's gonna wonder... >_>;; To ditch the boobs altogether would almost ruin her character cuz it's like a part of her ness! Just like I kinda disapproved of Orihime's no boob-ness in the Bleach Musical. I'll worry about that later I guess. :// I wonder how I'll make her gun... Hmm.. And for the lower part of her body... Since she's only wearing underwear cuz you can see it on the side... um.. I'll replace that with shorts. o_O; I'm also kinda hesitant about her cuz I have really ugly legs. :P Eh.

Then we went to Iris and Joyce's. x3 But too bad Mommy came over to pick me and Christina up. :(

I got approved for 'just Melody'. XD I applied for it at the spur of the moment cuz I got so excited when I saw UVERworld's new site layout some days ago. Haha.

Mommy bought me a new digital camera. :3 Eee. But Anthony thinks it's his. o_o He will not let me have it. Uhh... Anthony... >_>;

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Day 24

Morning - Hm, maybe I should make goals for myself more often cuz I always make myself accomplish them. ^-^

I was walking around in the other hallway and I see sitting all alone is Target-kun! I'm pacing in front of him, thinking of what to say... Finally I get the nerve to...:

Me: (taps backpack with foot) Hey, I like your backpack. I read it in the hallways a lot. :)

Target: Oh (small smile).

Me: (sits next to him and grabs backpack) My friend.. (skims for 'Marilyn Manson' and points) My friend's name rhymes with Marilyn Manson. [says name]

Target: (laughs) Cool.

Me: And my friend loves Cradle of Filth.

Target: Yeah, they're cool. :)

Me: (looks at backpack and sees 'Danzig') o_o Does that say 'Danzig'??

Target: Yeah.

Me: Whoa, cool. I have a friend named Danzig.

Target: Cool.

Me: His real name's Geoffrey but we call him Danzig.

Target: Hm. :)

Me: Yeah... (nods head) Um.. yeah...

Target: (puts head down)

Me: (holds backpack until bell rings)

Yeah, it was kinda weird but he was SOOO NICE! o_o He was really nice!! ^_^ That's good. Aaaahhhh~~! >_< He was really nice!

Geometry - I got my AMC booklet back. Agh, I got one of the ones I thought I got right wrong!! I made a really stupid mistake. ><+ h-0 DOES NOT EQUAL 0, Shrin!!!! And two of the ones I stupidly guessed on, I got right!!! =DD Yay. I shall calculate my score later. :D Also, we went over the DAC and omg I made so many stupid mistakes! I missed like 3 of them! o_o+ Agh!

English - "Good day class! Today we are going to learn how to write open-ended responses! =D" Agghhhh... The example she gave us wasn't even that great. I can write like that and I get like a 70-something. And she told us that she'd give that one a 3. -_- (3's the highest.) Mm-hm. Sure. So I think I'm able to write a 3 in her class. Yet when I think I'll do well, I get stuck and lazy and write something not so great. :/

I watched episodes 2-3 of Grenadier yesterday. :D Now I definitely want to cosplay Rushuna for Shio. But I need my materials and only the Wal-mart in Sugar Land has it all (the stores here... they have like nothing. o_o). I'm not sure if Mommy would go through the trouble to drive me all the way there. :(

MY GOAL IS TO TALK TO TARGET-KUN A LOT THROUGHOUT THE WEEK. =)

Guess who's sitting in my chair with me? No, not Christina dear but Nyuun-daaawwgg! AAAAAHHHHH!! Christina just read this and was punching me on my left arm! AAAAHHH!! She's currently doing that!! =OOO I gave Noone a bath and everyone is happy! :D

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Day 25

Gar. I really shouldn't plan things ahead. -_- GuEEss why I did not talk to Target-kun AT ALL today? :) Because he was absent. =O What a boring day it was today. I saw his friend sitting at lunch all alone today. :(

Wow, TAKS is pretty strict. o_o Anyway, I forgot to tell everyone years ago that we have to bring our own lunch during TAKS. o_o; Does Austin do that too?

Remember how I told some people that I was hesitant to talk to Target cuz he usually walks around with either no expression on his face (Countenance!! Omg I still remember! XD) or glaring at something and he's really quiet? Well today, for some reason, I thought about what I said and guess what, people? That's pretty much how I am walking around too. o_o Expressionless or glaring and quiet. >_> *cough* Maybe I should talk to him the way I'd want someone to talk to me because we might be alike! =D AHAHAHA!!! No. I was so kidding.

I calculated my AMC score yesterday and if I remembered my answers correctly, then I got an 89.5. T-T How horrible. (out of 150) And also, today we got our DAC scores and turns out I only missed one. Which makes it a 98. And it's a major grade. Which frickin brings down my 100 to a 99. ><+ Agh. I'm such a loser. xP

Omg, today I have no homework!!! ^___^ I'm so happy~ Well, I already finished Geometry in class and I.. uh.. kinda studied for Biology Test tomorrow in Study Hall. >_>;

I have opened and am currently eating the first bag of Parmesan goldfish out of two. xD Ngye-hehehe...

Today a man came up to me during lunch and was like, "Heyyyy!! Wazzup?!" with his hand in the air getting ready to do those handshake stuff and I was like wtf..? And then his friend was like, "Dude! She's not a drug dealer!" and he was like, "Oh!" and ran away. o_O;; Well, he hung around a bit more asking other people for weed. Since we were all crowded around together, it looked like we were all groupies (XD) or something. XD Haha.

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Day 26

Agh dear.

amount of hope left in Shirina-monSTAA concerning Targetto-kun: 1%

   Very little left, people. u.u I don't know why. I think I got bored of him. =/ Today he was here, new look. o_o (No, this isn't why I've lost hope. -_-) Haircut, new shoes, his jeans looked a bit different o_O;. Yes stalkers notice these things. He wasn't even there at lunch. xP I was this close to talking to him again, but what was left to say? I said it all that day. I've run out. (of ammo! =O [grenadier])

   At lunch, I just sat in the corner near the vending machines and ate my chips and drank my soda. Since that corner is near the door, I had many glances look my way. Two girls asked if I was alright and I was like, "Yeah." and then they asked me for a dollar and offered me to sit with them but I said no to both. Another girl just smiled at me. Others pointed and whispered. But you know what? I like that corner. That corner is... tranquil. I might just stay in that corner then.

   Fine. I'll graduate without joining extracurricular activities. xP The only thing I wanted to join was Theater but most of the stupid women that I dislike very much are in Theater and that's disgusting. I'm not gonna be in something with them. >P So there's nothing left. =P Too bad. I'll just go to a community college. They won't care about extracurricular activities. And it's not like I'm gonna do anything important with my life.

   In Biology, I was leaving the classroom and then a girl behind me goes, "[Shrin]!! You watch Bleach?!" and I was like, "Yeah!? o_o" even though I don't. XD It's just something you say, you know? I read the manga though.. o_O; Even though I'm very behind. XD I'm behind on a lot of things. Also, in this school, people call me by my name a lot. I hear it a lot. o_O;; I know, I know, people are supposed to call you by your name, but I think it's weird cuz I've never heard it said so many times. o_O;

   I'm sorry. I just can't stand seeing these paragraphs not indented. ><+ It bugs me.

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Day 27

EVERYONE!! DO NOT FRET!!!!!!! Fanlisting-chans will be back! Wandering-mind is not there right now because Ashley is switching hosts at the moment... Soon, all fanlisting shall have a new URL. SO PLEASE WAIT!!!! AND DO NOT REPORT ME!! o__o That will be cruel.

   OMG!!!!!!!! THAT IS SO STUPID OF ME!!!!!!!! O_______O I FORGOT TO BACK UP MY MIKUNI STYLE SHEEt!!!! O______O+ AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!! That didn't take a short time to make. TT-TT

   OMG! THANK GOODNESS. {phew} I didn't delete it from Freewebs... u0u Thank goodness.. Man, I was totally freaking out. xD That's good that I didn't lose it.

   Anyway, let's talk about my day.

amount of hope left in Shiriin concerning Target: 2%

   Eh. This morning, I was walking around aimlessly and then I saw him sleeping in the hallway where he always is so I sat next to him and waited for him to awaken. When he aroused from his slumber (XDDD), I actually had another conversation with him. =OO

Me: Hi.

Target: Hello.

Me: Sleepy?

Target: Yeah.

Me: Today I didn't hear my alarm clock so I missed my bus and my mom had to drop me off. (Actually.. not true.. I forgot to turn the alarm on. o_o Close enough though. When you're trying to start a conversation, words just come out. =P)

Target: That sucks.

Me: ...So how are you today?

Target: Tired. :)

Me: *nods*

[we sit in silence until bell rings]

Me: Bye!

Target: Bye.

   Eh. I guess that's a normal attempt. :/ I say hi to him in the hallways and he says hello with no expression whatsoever. :/ Neh. At least I'm progressing better than before.

  I sat with Aura friend and friends today at lunch. That was the first time EVER that I sat in the cafeteria. o_o; It was strange. They tried to tell me that they're perverted, thinking I'm the innocent one, but oh, they sure don't know me. xP You are allowed to purposely use words like "sleep with" and "threesome" around them. It messes with their minds. XP Buuuut... I don't think they're as perverted as others. xP They aren't as experienced as me. XD Teh 14-soon-to-be-15-year-old. One of the girls was like, "Hey it's me! I sat next to you at the AMC test!" and I look at her and was like, "Oooohhhh..." Yeah, I didn't recognize her at first. o_o Hey Kokoro. They watch Prince of Tennis.

   In English, we did a TAKS packet thing and I wrote really stupid answers for two of them (okay they're not as stupid as some things EJ has written for his tests but.. I just shouldn't have answered them that way if I wanted credit for them =/).

Choose one of these movies and describe how the setting
influenced the story: Harry Potter, Jurassic Park, Roots,
Men in Black, Star Wars, The Titanic.

I drew arrows in the space below to each of the shows and
wrote this respectively:
Don't remember, never watched, 
never heard of, don't remember, don't remember, don't
remember (sorry) I don't have the best memory in the world so
I didn't really remember what the settings of those movies
were like. That's not a really good question because I'm not
much of a movie person. :/

Write a connotation (a second meaning or another meaning,
kinda like what else it can mean)
for each of these words: pig,
tying the knot, hot, dog

I wrote connotations for the first two words cuz I knew connos
for them. For the other two

hot: ...
dog: ...a dog? An animal with four legs and barks. I don't know
another meaning for the word dog. That's the only way I've
ever used it.
Yeah... I'm sorry Mrs. Cavender but sometimes I'm not
comfortable with describing certain words. Yet I have no
problem telling people what "phallus" means. =p Okay, maybe
I do. o_O; If it were my friends, I could tell them right there,
but for classmates I am not so fond of, no. And also, dog??
OMG DOG!! I just remembered!!!!!! What's up dog? XD AGH!
How could I have forgotten?? zo apartmentie w elephants.. -_-
Saddening how I forget these things.

   Aaaaagghhh... Too many ideas for things to do. >< I'm currently coding the new layouts for KyuBAA (99 Percent), Mikuni, and just Melody (and I have to find a host for it); trying to think and make a new layout for Presence that will own all predecessors; and make a layout for Tay UVER, an UVERworld fansite I plan on starting. ><+ And NOW I want to apply for the Grenadier fanlisting. ><+ PLUS, I've got two projects for school due soon. >< And a Rushuna cosplay that hasn't been started yet.. =____= T-T I really need to find a way to get all these things done... :( I must manage my time wisely. >_> Make meself a schedule.

Note to self: Remember the word 'sensational'.

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Day 28

Omg I am sooo happy it's Friday!!! And it rained today! >_< I loved it. <3

Target said hello to me today. XD He says hello and not hi. XD How nice.

Omg. Me birthday is next Saturday. o_o I can't believe it's almost here.. so quickly...

Well Bradley surprised us with a quiz today. -_- Which I did really bad on even though she let us use our book for 4 minutes. xP

Uh.. yeah. There really isn't much to say about today. :/ I just finished drinking my Frusion and eating cookies and a Snickers Cookies&. I guess I'll eat up the last two cookies... >_>;

Ah. I have just gotten a Coke from the kitchen. :D Refreshing.

Today at lunch, I ate a french fry frie fry! (wow that is a very confusing word to spell) I took it off the "tray" of the nice quiet guy that sits diagonally from me. He's a senior who's in one of Target's classes. XD 5th period to be exact. XDD

Okay today's entry was really boring and useless and not even worth typing. -_-

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Day 30

I guess I'll just crosspost my entries from now on or something then. :/ That way Xanga people can read this too. =O Oh me goodness, hello Xanga!

Whatever, Iris. I don't post when there's nothing to say. I'm not gonna post a blank entry. :/

My birthday's this Saturday. The end. I told you I had nothing to say.

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Day 31

Wow, I must come off as a slut or something to the people I sit with at lunch. XD I say the words "lover" and "pimp" as if they were everyday words. I pointed to the guy that sat at the other end (he was like, "eh? o_o;") and said that he looked like my lover. They were like, "So you like him??" and I'm like, "NoOo! I'm just saying that he looks like my lover." and then they're all like 'whoaa... o_o lover...' Then I told them I had a pimp (Yessume's and my pimp XD) and they were like, "WHOA." I told them that we shared him but then Yessume got AIDS from him so we're kinda.. eh about him. XD (Remember? Yessume got AIDS. XDD) What a casual conversation. I told them I'm not so innocent. They definitely believe me now. We couldn't think of anything to talk about so I brought up a conversation. And I said all this with no countenance whatsoever. Very seriously. :|

OMG, also when I was telling them who reminded me of whom, Aura!! Your friend!! o_o Aura's friend's voice sounds like... sounds VERY SIMILAR to... a certain someone that I would not like to mention. When she was talking today, I freakin froze up cuz right then and there it hit me, the voice. Omg, that was really weird... My past just always comes back to haunt me.

So anyway, I've already eaten up a whole row of cookies that I just opened. :/

I spent all of PE and Study Hall organizing my binders. Wow, that was fun (seriously). Now my Spanish, English, and Biology binders are nice and organized and neat! :D

Today... TIMELESS is out!!!!!! >_____< AAAAAHHHH~~~ I want <3. I WANT! <33 Must have... TT-TT Please give?

Btw, Xanga people, on my currentlys, it'll probably say "Currently Watching:" for clothes because here on Tabulas I changed it to 'wearing' but it stays as 'watching' for Xanga. :/ Just had to let yall know. :|

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Day 32

So this first six weeks here at Elkins High School was.. alright I guess. Started off horribly but smoothed some bumps. =/

Omg, the guy that sits next to me in Biology wasn't here yesterday; you know why? He was filming a commercial!!! O____O He said it took all day but he got free food and stuff. That is so awesome. I sure know how to pick 'em, don't I? XD I didn't hear what kind of commercial it was though. =/ I wanted to watch it. :3 He came to school today with shorts on. I've never seen him with shorts. XD

Sooo... I guess that's it for today.

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Day 33

Omg it is Friday and I am just sooo happy this week is just finally over! >_<

But I'm kinda sad right now because I just finished my delicious sausage bread. ;_; It was so delicious.

It rained today. ^-^ I hope it rains tomorrow for my birthday. =) Then it shall be a happy day. But today was really cold though. o_o I left my jacket in my locker so when I went outside I was like SHITTTT...

I'm going to bring sausage breads for the TAKS. =D Yay. What else shall I bring? =/ Hmm... A Snickers Cookies& and... Parmesan Goldfish!! XDD AHAHAHA!! (plus a bottle of ice water -o-)

I must think of new songs to add to Radioblog-kun. I'm gonna go add 'Seven Nation Army' by White Stripes. I was planning on watching Steven's Untitled Rock Show to find more cool songs but Mommy told us to turn off the TV. :(

Omg, someone please tell me they got 'Timeless' cuz I was looking on YesAsia and it's free shipping PLUS it ships within 1-2 days. o__o And it's cheaper than other places: $28.99 (?) something around that. I know, that's a bit expensive for some people but would you rather pay around $40 and wait 1-2 weeks? Your choice. :/ TIMELESS!!!!!!!!!

So today's essay test... -_- I HATE YOU ESSAY TEST OF THE GEOGRAPHY OF WORLD. Well, it was in World Geo but it wasn't about World Geo. It was on Hotel Rwanda. And okay, I didn't use my notes AT ALL because none of that stuff... None of that stuff were stuff we took notes on!! We only took notes on like the stuff that happened and important facts and names. I didn't think we had to know how like everyone reacted to everything... u.u I think I did really bad cuz I didn't know how to answer most of those questions. T-T On the last one, the last sentence I wrote was "...I don't feel like talking anymore." Bravo, that's gonna get you an A.

People are amazed (and a bit angry) at my brilliant-ness. I was the only one who got a 100 on the map quiz (Okay, you're supposed to study for those, right? Well I do, but no one else feels like it. o_O And they blame Ms. Hisaka for making the quiz "so hard". Uhh... yeah. >_>U) And today, I answered every single one on the map quiz even though Ms. Hisaka didn't give us any time during class to study. (I studied in Study Hall. Hehe.) Today's saying was Edeskur-but-mamaz-slasa. -o- And I just memorized the capitals and cities. x3 But I forgot to fix my key... >< Hope she doesn't notice that next to the mountain symbol I accidentally wrote 'capital city'. >_>U

Omg, Aura.. your friend.. She's reminding me more and more of someone... @_@ I'm frightened.

Should I talk to the guy that sits next to me in Biology? I was thinking about that today. Never thought about it before. Hm. Oh well, he's not gonna sit next to me any longer cuz we're switching seats next week. :( I like my seat.

Ms. Naser is very proud of me for having a 99 average in Spanish. (Tis the highest grade.)

We're starting To Kill a Mockingbird. FINALLY, we'll be able to discuss the same book and know what we're talking about! :D Are yall done with GE yet? We're starting a research paper soon though. :|

@Tillz: We did course selection a LoNg time ago. o_o

Hope tomorrow will be a wonderful and fun-filled day. 

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Day 34

Ah, Saturday was fun. I thank everyone.

I've been so clumsy today.

1) I was walking in the hall with Target and friend but then some guy just bumped into me, which made me stumble and almost trip and fall. Target was like, "Haha, nice one."

2) I was getting on the bus but tripped over nothing as I was walking up the steps. People laughed. Girl in front of me asked if I was okay. I said yeah. -_- (duh)

3) As I was getting off the bus (-_-), I was trying to get out of my seat because for some reason people always like to share 3 to a seat with me and I have the first stop. -_- And I sit on the inside. So I'm trying to get out and trip.

Okay, it wasn't a lot but it was more than usual. =P

We're having a party this Saturday. Woot~ x3 House-warming parties are funn. I plan on having this Saturday as my okay-Mommy-bring-me-everywhere-so-I-can-get-most-of-my-cosplay-stuff-plus-I-wanna-use-my-coupons-at-Borders-and-I-wanna-buy-games-for-Saturday-particularly-GGX2-cough-cough day. Haha.

Man. Tomorrow's TAKS. And we're not allowed to color. But I was planning on bringing highlighters to highlight GE.. =D;; It's the only thing that'll keep me company for like 5 hours. And I like highlighting. =O They said no coloring. Hope highlighters.. don't.. count? =/ I'll sneak em in my pocket and take em out sneakily and hopefully not get an 'incident report'. -_- "Omg, that child has taken out something that produces color on paper!! Everyone, please take caution as we take the proper procedures to dispose of such a hazard!!!"

Well, Paradise Kiss has gone in.. directions. xD I don't get what's so hot about having a guy's penis stuck into your vagina. Wouldn't that hurt? o_O; Never knew Caroline was such a bad girl. :O

We played hockey today in PE. Yay, lots of fun. Wow, I actually take risks. People don't want me getting near them when they have the puck. =D I can fight.

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Day 35

   OMG. I just deleted the 50 million paragraphs that I just wrote. o__o And they were stuff that I'd really rather not rewrite cuz it was so much. AAAGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >< I AM JUST SO STUPID. I purposely didn't talk about it before just so I could write it here. D:<<< GR. I thought they were very well written paragraphs. I'll just write bullet points.

   Okay my sound started being weird all of a sudden. Same time this whole thing was deleted. o_O; Connected? Or virus? Cuz yesterday another virus took over my computer again. >:P I really need to go buy antivirus stuff for my computer cuz it's really vulnerable.

   ALL MY PRESENCE BACKUP FILES WERE DELETED!!!!!! ><++++ I was soooo mad. I have to back them up AGAIN. UGH. And sad thing is that I've got a ton of them cuz all my fanlistings are there. I was so mad yesterday.

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Day 36

Uhh... Nothing. Nothing for today.

Yuna Ito is a pretty interesting person. Hm. Read her biography. XD

I really need to start on Rushuna. Mommy says she can't bring me shopping on Saturday cuz she has to prepare for the party we're having.

I just depress myself every single day, telling myself how my presence is worthless and junk. Do you have to go to the graduation ceremony to graduate? Cuz what if you don't want to be with the class you don't like?

HUHh. I guess I will go to graduation then. >:( Even though it'd be a waste of time. But I just know I'm gonna cry when I graduate friend-less. And cry even harder if I don't go because I'll be missing out on something no one's suppose to miss out on.

I'm gonna have a really sad life.

EDIT: Happy birthday Katsuya.. and George Washington. o_O;

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Day 37

   We are starting research papers. We have to research a poet and analyze a poem by them. Guess who I got? Ishmael Reed. Omg, I've totally heard of him!!!! -_- I have to analyze "Beware: Do Not Read This Poem". Hope it isn't a boring poem. The title sounds interesting. :O Darn that person who got Edgar Allan Poe. I wanted someone easy. >:(

   SoOo, we learned imperfect tense today in Spanish. It confuses me a bit. @-@ We've been learning new things in Spanish lately. That's good. But it's been confusing me a bit. We learned the comparisons of equality yesterday. -o-

File #09001E
Subject: Target #2
Assignment: Self-explanatory.
Start Date: n/a

Checklist: {normal = sure | normal* = REQUIRED | purple = optional}
  x   Stalk (up to level 2 is suitable; level 5 is NOT recommended)
  x   Talk* (success = exchange of more than 3 sentences per person)
___ Walk & Talk
___ Engage in Conversation* (conversation = continuous talk normally and naturally)
___ THEY actually say something to you without you starting it.*
___ They consider you as a friend.*
When all the required's are completed, the rest is up to you!! =DDDD
Note: Your instructions usually will not speak to you happily.

End Date: 02-23-2006
Success: Y   N
Notes: We have absolutely nothing in common. I don't know what to say to someone who has nothing in common with me. I don't know how to be friends with someone like that. I give up.

     [final status: hopeless; failure] END_

   This week has been a weird week for me. o_o *blink* I think TAKS screwed me up. Yesterday felt like a Monday and today feels like a Friday/a weird day where everything's confusing. Strange. TOMORROW's Friday. I'm getting really confused right now.

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Day 38

   ...anndd today didn't feel like a Friday. Hopefully next week's not gonna mess me up. @_@

   I'm eating Cheetos right now. Cheetos®. XD Nye-hehehe...

   It's the Taniya episode on TV right now! I remember that ep. I still have yet to hear if they've dubbed her name. I think Taniya suits her just fine and doesn't have to be changed. xP

@Riss: GASPU! I listen to many different types of música. :3~ Do you see me as a person who listens to Silverstein? Mebbe. Because I do enjoy Sex machineguns. XDD (even though Silverstein isn't really metal >_>) (ooh, Motion City Soundtrack's cool too. :3)

   Mrs. Cavender passed our poems out to us.. I read my poem like 50 million times. DOT. DOT. DOT. WTF IS THE MESSAGE IN THAT??!!! Someone go read it. "BEWARE: DO NOT READ THIS POEM" by Ishmael Reed. It barely makes any sense to me. Because I'm not poetic. xP I have nooo idea how I'm gonna analyze that thing. I kinda have an idea about a part of it kinda. o_O

   Yay! I just heard it. They kept Taniya's name. :D

   So Austin people, yall gotta help me with tone. Cuz I don't know how to analyze tone. That's part of the analysis. And she doesn't seem to be teaching it to us any time soon, saying that we've probably already learned it. o_o

   Forgot to tell yall, we got our super hard Hotel Rwanda test back. SHE WAS SOOO LENIENT ON IT. O___O I emphasize SOOO. I. Got. A...

100.

   -_- When we went over it, my answers were tOtAllY off. XD Well, I really would've gotten a 95, but I got 5 extra points because I did my notes. :D But with the extra points, I really should've gotten a 101 because she took off a point because I was supposed to put a comma somewhere where I didn't!! *clears throat* EXCUSE MEEE, but I don't think it was needed there. I know my comma rules. This was the sentence:

   Uhh.. Well I don't have the test with me right now, but it was something along the lines of: "They were concerned with communication with the outside but doubted that there was going to be big help." She took off a point because she said I needed a comma between "outside" and "but". I'm sorry, but those two are not independent clauses and therefore do not require a comma to separate them (something like that o_O). "Doubted that there was going to be big help." is not a complete thought. So I shouldn't have gotten my point taken off.

   That was your grammar lesson for the day.

   Oh well. I got a hundred anyway so xP.

   In blogs, correct grammar is not necessary cuz this is where you vent or talk of boring matters. So it doesn't matter. Because I speak in blocks. o_O; Yeah. >_>;

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Day 39

   So life's been horrible&boring. :/

   Danzig told me to ask Limo about our rooming situation because apparently he's in charge of it this time. I ask Limo and he tells me that we're not doing a room this time.. So I'm really confused.. Man, I really hope that we get a room together eventually because I've got everything ready for it. :( I sooo need somewhere to stay if I'm staying there for three days. I mean, I've already paid my money. I told you my dream prophecies are true. xP

   We got a new seating chart today in Biology. The guy that sits next to me will still be known as the guy that sits next to me. xD~

   Uhh.. I got a free Bon Jovi shirt in World Geo because I had the highest six-weeks average.. >_>;; Should I wear it? It would be a complete.. horrible-ness if I did because I don't even listen to Bon Jovi. Cuz if I see someone wearing an UVERworld shirt (which I haven't btw, and if I did, they would be slaughtered.) and they don't even listen to UVERworld except for maybe D-tecnoLife (which is saddening to say you're an UVERworld fan when you've only heard a song they did for an ANIME -_-), then I wouldn't like them cuz I'd think they're dumb. xP And I'd still have to slaughter them. Anyway, I don't like wasting things. I guess I'll just put it with my other 20 shirts that I don't know what to do with/are too big for me but are mine. >_> <_<

   Today was Motown Monday... -_-; They played Soul Train during lunch (hip-shaking, belly-dancing girls who are not following the FBISD dress code most definitely >_>) and whoever went up to the front and danced got prizes. I kinda felt sorry though cuz no one danced. The teachers who made this up for us...

   Speaking of teachers, why does "Mrs. Bickerstaff" sound familiar? She even looks familiar. o_o She's a teacher here at Elkins. xp

   So it's final. I'll have to analyze that poem because today people were allowed to switch poems but for some reason, I kept thinking whether or not to go up there and grab a binder to look through but at the end, I didn't move so looks like I'm stuck with my poem. I think this means something, the way I didn't switch even though I absolutely completely wanted to.

   We have a Biology test tomorrow.. Kingdom phylum class order family genus species OOOOHHHHHHHH... Uhh.. yeah.. I know the order. And domain is on top, but it doesn't flow so xP.

   We played hockey again in PE. Maybe I shouldn't come on too strong cuz:

  1. Got hit on the leg (there's a bruise now and I see some internal bleeding.. o_o not very serious though)
  2. Got hit on the neck
  3. Got hit on the hand (had to hit the puck with one hand)
  4. Got hit on the thumb (and yet again, had to hit the puck with one hand.. it's kinda hard...)
  5. Puck hit my thigh

Yes, I know, real hockey players get much more injuries than this but still... xP I didn't expect to get hit so many times.

   Btw, we never went shopping on Sunday. Sorry Yessume, your coupons have expired. :( Mommy was busy BOTH days. ;_; I was really excited to be able to start working on Rushuna. :(

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Day 40

   Omg, Cool Ranch Doritos are my new Parmesan Goldfish. o__o Actually, both are super-ly delicious. o_o I've got a huge bag on my lap right now. I thought they used to be called Cooler Ranch. Looks like when they changed the look, they changed the name. o_O

   This morning, I had Parmesan Goldfish taste in my mouth. o_o I found that strange because I didn't eat any for a while...

   Yay. Tis another one of those breaking-apart-analyze-and-see-if-this-is-true-horoscopU.

Aquarius
Aquariuses are the coolest people in the world. -- Ah, so true...
JK. I made that one up. xD I'ma go copy the real ones now.

The Air Sign Aquarius is one of rejuvenation, breaking down outdated societal structures and preparing the way for a liberated life in a humane society. -- Uhh... brb >_> Okay, definition for 'liberate' is in dictionary. Anyway, I don't know if this is me. o_o;;

Friendship and solidarity are of great importance to you. -- Ah, yes. Targets. XDD Now on to solidarity.. >_> ...aand 'solidarity' has been added to the dick. XDDDD Aw man, okay anyway, I guess? o_O;

Being ruled by both Saturn and Uranus makes you an effective problem solver. -- I'm not sure that I'm such a great problem solver... >_>

You're also very original, dependable and proud to be different from others. -- -Original? Sure. :D -Dependable? Maybe? -Different? Of course. -Proud of it? Mmm.. Dunno.

Year of the Sheep
People born in the Year of Ram seem to be, at first glance, better off than those born in the zodiac's other years. -- HAHAHAHA!!!!!!

But ram year people are often shy, pessimistic, and puzzled about life. -- OMG! All three! So true!

Sometimes clumsy in speech, they are always passionate about what they do and what they believe in. -- I guess I am a bit clumsy in my speech. xD I'm passionate about the things I've made up and stuff. xD~

The sign suggests creative, artistic, passionate, elegant, warmhearted, honest, charming but pessimistic, timid, disorganized and vulnerable. -- I guess I'm sorta creative...? Uhh.. I can't draw.. Passionate? Sure. Elegant - Well... xD Warmhearted - I care. o_o Honest - I can't tell lies. I have to tell the truth. u.u Charming but pessimistic - xD Possibly. Timid - mm-hm. Disorganized - omg, definitely. Vulnerable - yes.

Too much dependent on material comforts, they are quick to complain and do not respond well to pressure, but will find their own natural solution to a problem when given space. -- I guess I kinda am dependent on material comforts.. Complaining is easy for me. Omg, I totally freak out when it comes to pressure. xD I guess if I do get time (which isn't often), I'll find a way.

   Now let us go see mi horoscope for both today! =D

aquarius ~ feb 28, 2006
There are so many absolutely delicious things to be savored in this life. How long has it been since you let yourself really indulge in one of them? It's time to find something that makes you very happy and do it.

I KNOW. I haven't eaten Cool Ranch Doritos for a while, and tis so delicious that it must be savored!! I am currently indulging. xD

sheep/goat ~ feb 28, 2006
You'll no doubt suffer from slight insomnia and intermittent acceleration of the cardiac pace. What's the most anguishing is that your fears will be diffuse and pointless. For many of you, work will be intense, and you may suffer from overwork if you don't have enough willpower to force yourself to take moments of rest during daytime. You'll try to impose yourself and to make yourself be obeyed; this will be useful, but it won't be necessary to shout so as to obtain the desired results.

Well actually today I suffered from slight sleepiness during class... Acceleration of the cardiac pace? While we were doing track today, I wasn't feeling so well. My stomach really hurt for some reason.. so I ran fast to finish. o_O What fears did I have? Hm. Don't know. I do have a lot of work but right now, I'm not suffering from overwork because I'm just choosing not to do it. xDD

@Riss: We played dodgeball like a few weeks ago or something. o_O 'Twas a painful activity too because people were breaking the rules and I got scratched cuz I like to run towards the balls. o_o I still have the scar on my right arm. Unlike you, I'm one of the first to get out cuz I take chances. xD Or I'm not paying attention. =D

   We're playing flag football tomorrow. My left hand's bruise is starting to.. appear and hurt, my left thumb is bruised (I can't put too much force on it like I usually do. ><). If I put force on my right leg, it FUKKIN hurts a lot. My left arm has also been bruised. As you can see, I might come home with more injuries seeing as how these people behave during such games.. o_o

   I made such an idiotic mistake on my Geometry test. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? I made a mistake on a GEOMETRY test. I got a 99. >< GRR. My hundred streak has been destroyed. TT-TT *cries*

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