Friday
BEFORE THE CON: - I'm skipping classes that nothing really happened in.

Biology - 6 page packet due at the end of the period, were expected to find all answers in textbook, YOU try finding the answers to those questions in the textbook. And trust me, they weren't critical thinking. Ahhh.. I haven't started on my Bio project yet and it's due Wednesday. Well, we're supposed to have it ready a day or two in advance but *cough* yeah, sure.

PE - We didn't do anything! Yay! I worked on all the homework due that day that I didn't bother working on CUZ I STAYED UP THE NIGHT BEFORE WORKING ON COSPLAY.

Geometry - This whole week, we pretty much taught ourselves like FIVE NEW LESSONS. Even I don't understand them. I need someone to teach them to me? Mrs. Robertson has just been getting really sick so we have to teach the stuff to ourselves. *sigh*

Lunch - I am good. Since I know how to mess with the vending machines, I got a free drink. xD

World Geo - Well, I was the only person in the class that actually finished the notes before class.. So I'm getting 10 extra bonus points. :D Yay. That'll do good for the 80 I got on the Worksheet Quiz. Anyway, since I had nothing to do that period, I just sat there staring at the computer screen. Alone. In the corner. Because no one wants to sit near me. I wanted to read a random blog cuz I'm a freak but I think I got the URL wrong for the one I wanted to read. So I couldn't do that. If this was home, I would be sexing myself up with some KAT-TUN but we're not allowed to have sounds and saving sexy pictures onto my account doesn't transfer it to my computer. o_O
   This girl's computer wasn't working so she moved to the computer two spots away from me. I sat there and decided that I can't always wait for people to make the first move (SHUT UP I DON'T MEAN IT THAT WAY) so I started asking her about dramas, which types she watches, if she even watches dramas. She prefers Chinese dramas so I had no luck there since I prefer J-dramas.. But we were still able to have a conversation. She talked about her dramas, I told her about mine. We got kinda loud though... We had to be shushed a lot.
   Btw people, Ms. Hisaka's gonna be a girls' basketball coach at Travis High School. =D She's my World Geo teacher.
   Anyway, I could not be contained any longer. Hiding myself from everyone and having no one to release it on except for my sister doesn't work for me. People listened to our conversations prolly cuz we were talking about SOME STUFF.. Sexuality, sex, etc.

--You are about to learn something new about me. =O This isn't actually news cuz I've been this way for a while, I just never told anyone about it. I've shown it though: I like to talk in extremes. My things are exaggerated to large extent. I'm not a slut if you were starting to get that impression.--

   Well, looks like I have someone to talk to now about my stuff.

English - Mask due Thursday cuz of our Masquerade Ball. Ugh, I don't wanna go.. =___= I'm gonna be stuck with someone else who doesn't have a partner. xP Ew. I'd really rather not participate at all. We have to dance the Elizabethan dance. It's a lot like square-dancing. And we have to have a partner. >< I'm not immature as in "OMG A GUY?!?! I don't wanna dance with a GUY!! eWW cOoTiEsSsSs!1!"; it's just that I don't like anyone in my class so I don't wanna dance with any of them. Would you like to dance with someone you didn't like? Well I wouldn't. xP

=Murasaki - Akanishi Jin=

   I'm writing my Shiokazecon '06 report tomorrow cuz I have to go to bed early because of lack of enough sleep during this really fUn weekend.

♣ Shrin
♣ 09:43 PM eastern time on April 30, 2006
♣ MOOD: GREAT
♣ WATCHING: Pajamas - purple flower skort, red Hurricane shirt

Go again.

Friday
AT THE CON:
   I think I arrived around... 3-4pm? Sometime around there. :/ My ride picked me up pretty early, which was cool. Car ride: Omg, I wasn't feeling so well... I think it was the music. I *HAVE* to listen to MY music or music I approve of or else I'm dead. Well, it might've also been the fact that I was working on my belt in the car and reading signs..

  Yeah, Thursday night, stayed up for a while working on the costume. Stopped at 2am cuz I was like, "Okay, I'm sleepy and I'm not gonna be able to finish this thing AND get some sleep."

   I walked into the hotel and was going to call Danzig about the room number but I had a ton of stuff in my hands and decided I would wait til I got near the elevators. But I met up with Kevin on the way so I asked him instead. "911," he says. I was like, "Wait..." and got confused, didn't know whether he was kidding or just felt like saying that or what.. But it really was our room. I was like, "Whoa." I go up to the room and put my stuff down (WHAT A RELIEF. HEAVY) and am on my way downstairs to get my badge. I'm looking through my bag and I don't see my confirmation. O_O I run back to the room and look through my other bags AND REALIZE THAT I LEFT MY CONFIRMATION AT HOME.

   Omg, I had a sticky note in huge letters reminding myself to bring the confirmation or you ain't getting in. And I forgot. >< I ran downstairs FREAKING OUT, ran to the pre-reg table and told my story and hyperventilating and stuff. They were like, "Okay, just calm down. You have your ID? That's cool. That's all you need." Omg, I was so lucky there. Phew.

   Ran around the hotel to explore cuz I'm a wanderer. I always go off on my own to check out all the rooms, to familiarize myself with the locations of all the stuff and stuff. -o- Said hi to everyone I knew. Well, I'm walking towards the video rooms to see what was showing and I look down and JUST MY LUCK. WHERE IS MY BADGE?!?! I was about to cry. I was making annoying wailing sounds while running to security and con-ops asking them if anyone returned a badge and stuff. Ran around that whole hotel asking everyone I knew if they could please PLEASE help me find my badge. I went to security like every 5 minutes to see if anything turned up. If I never found it, I would've had to have paid $32 for a new one, WHICH I WOULD'VE HATED (That tense should totally give away what happens later.). I'm sitting in front of the dealers room and pretend to be a badge checker but what I was really doing was to see if anyone stole my badge and was using it cuz I had been running around for hours and most people would keep it and go off to the dealers room cuz people don't go to cons to go to video rooms.. -_- Well, there's also the concert but that wasn't happening for a while.

   Well I sit there and have conversations with some people passing by seeing me just sitting there. Then I look down out of sadness and omg. A BADGE. Someone dropped their badge. I pick it up and it's not mine, but karma: If I return this, maybe someone'll return mine. I'd want someone to return mine instead of using it. So I run up to security to return it to them while everyone behind me are screaming at me: "Keep it! What're you doing??"

Me: I found a badge.

Security: Hey, is this your badge? *pulls out a badge and it says: Shrin*

Me: OMG!!!!!!!! *grab* YES!! *jump up and down* Who returned it?? What'd they look like--

Security: Someone just came and returned--

Me: What'd they look like?? I wanna thank them!

Security: I don't.. remember..

Me: Omg, thank you sooo much.

I spread my happiness to everyone I asked and they were grateful for me, I think? I run up to Trevor & co., tell em about it when Jeff is like, "I lost MY badge." Then I freak out:

Me: I found a badge!! I returned a badge!! What does it say on it?

Me and Jeff at the same time: slvershdow

Me: OMG! I brought it to security. *tells thoughts* Come!! *we run up to security* The badge! It was his!

   What... a day. I was so careful with my badge from then on. Well, the High and Mighty Color concert line was pretty long.. I think it was like a few floors long. o_o I'm lazy; I wasn't gonna wait at the end of that thing. I just stalled around waiting for everyone to get inside in which then I would walk in without waiting and stand in the back.

   Concert didn't start for a WHILE. I got really bored so I leave the room but who do I see? RENEE! We both screamed. She goes off to sit with her friends and I go back to my little spot in the back.

   Opening ceremonies were first of course. Boring - Didn't care about those rules which I have read 50 times already. -_- When Johnny Yong Bosch told the guys to turn to a hot girl near them or a girl they'd wanna go out with, one guy turned to me and right then and there I was like, "NUH UH. NO." Hey, I actually rejected someone! xD I usually leave em hanging and run away. XD

   Kumiko Kato opening. Eh. I was hoping for someone new cuz if I've already seen em in concert, it's boring. :/ I like variety. Oh well, I still screamed and clapped and was energetic cuz I always do that anyway when someone's performing on stage. :/ Song I liked the best was "Kiss My Fire".

   High and Mighty Color: I really didn't plan on staying long. That's why I didn't care about waiting in line and having a seat in the back. But High and Mighty Color had such an awesome performance that I ended up staying for the whole thing. I was REALLY energetic during this concert. But I couldn't see much in the back. xP When they played "Pride" again at the end, I walked to the front cuz I was wearing a red shirt and people thought I was security. XD AWESOME. Stood next to Kevin in the third row. Awesome view. It was a really good view. They looked really cool on stage. -o- After they finished, Yusuke asked the audience who wanted to take a group picture with them. Fangirls swarmed over. Since I like pictures, I just kinda lingered in the back, not really caring whether I was in the picture or not cuz you know, I'm not really a huge fan or anything. :D BUT fangirls pushing pushed me ALL THE WAY TO THE FRONT and I could not breathe. They were pushing me against the stage. o_o If I ever find those pictures, my face is definitely showing. I was between two of the guys, don't really know who, couldn't see their faces. Smelled one of their hair and it smelled REALLY nice. I AM NOT CRAZY; I was just pushed THAT close. Oh well, like I said before, I like pictures. =D

   I was bored so I decided to walk around holding up the poster advertising the Anime Dating Game. xD We got lots of laughs from people, weird looks, and requests to sign up. Mostly guys. xD Ate pizza and headed to the rave.

   Rave: There was this guy. I seem to be able to just find these people SO easily. Anyway, he had SUCH a nice body. o_o He had a sleeveless shirt on but D@MN. Now I understand Katie's talking about how she's still turned on by hot bodies. I saw his face in the light and it wasn't the best looking; it was alright but his body totally made up for it. Well, Friday night, I didn't really feel like dancing so I just kinda stood around and got molested. xP BY A GUY WHO WAS LIKE HALF MY HEIGHT. (He was with the guy w/ the body though.) What happened was I was just standing there and then he shines his glowstick in my face to see who I am and then starts the molesting. I was just like, "The..." I left when the guy left. XD Everyone took all the good places to sleep so I sat on the edge of the bed while we all talked about random stuff. When everyone started to sleep, I curled up at the end near the wall and fell asleep. Woke up in the middle of the night though cuz I was cold without blankets. Zappa stole all the blankets so I grabbed them and spread them evenly among us three on the bed.

Saturday
   I wake up around 8 because of the wonderful sounds of thunder and pouring rain. I decide I would just wear what I had done with my costume cuz my plan about working on the costume on Friday? Yeah right. So I'm putting it on but I look at myself and decide sweats and a dress REALLY don't match. I put on normal clothes and put in my padding to see if I can PARTLY be in costume (boobs!) but... boobs don't look good on me. Maybe that's why I'm flat! =D

   So for two hours it was soo boring cuz nothing was open except for the video rooms but they're usually boring. xP I wandered around doing nothing being REALLY bored.

   10 finally comes around and ADG: less viewers than we expected. So I'm running about advertising again but if it's communicated orally.. people think it's stupid. xP None of the backups even showed up. Kevin ended up pulling people out of the audience. I found the last round hilarious cuz Amaya was in the hotseat and the guys that volunteered to be the contestants.. XD FUNNYYY.

   Pose Off time but barely anyone was there. Usually Pose Off's got a good amount of people watching. It was probably the Saturday thing. Pose Off's usually on Sunday, so I'm off advertising again. "Are you headed to the Pose Off in Panel Room 2? =DD;" Finally, it began. This time it lasted two hours but as time went by, people started to leave (Well the Johnny Yong Bosch panel was starting and people wanted to see that.). 'Twas entertaining though. :D

   Afterwards, I'm bored again. HaMC Q&A panel's starting so I decide, what the heck. Something to pass the time. They start off with trivia: Each member would ask a question and pick someone from the audience to answer it and if they answer it correctly, they get free stuff. I'm not really a huge fan so I just sat there. Kazuto's turn to ask a question: Who made a speech in the opening ceremony? I KNEW THAT ONE. I raise my hand but he picked someone else AND THEY GOT THE ANSWER WRONG. OMG. That was saddening. Then he pointed in my direction and I pointed to me and was like, 'Me?' and he nodded so I say, "Yusuke!" and he nods and I'm like, "Yay!" to the girl I was sitting next to. I walk towards the stage and I like to be different. Since the people who were getting their free stuff were nicely walking up the steps on the side, I decided: Let's jump and see if I'll make it onto that tall stage. Well, I do, and HaMC chuckle and are like, "Whoaa." :D Ha people, they autographed a poster for me for free (actually only Kazuto did but still xP it's something). I also got HaMC official shoestrings and some Tofu Records stuff.

   The nice girl I was sitting next to during this decided to leave so I move to the back and sit with Russell and we kinda chat. Then we decide to go out for lunch along with Kevin and a guy and two girls at McDonalds. Well if the girl's information was correct, then I've narrowed down the Oni-con '06 band to these 6: 12012, Pashya, Siva, Dari, Karen, and Kodomoa. If it's gonna be a big band, then my guess is 12012. THESE ARE ONLY MY GUESSES. It might not even be any of these. Do not go around the internet telling everyone that the band's gonna be one of those. I'm just basing it on what the girl I ate lunch with's hint was. I might be looking in the wrong place. :/ Anyhow, any hopes for KAT-TUN (XDD HIGHLY DOUBTfUL) coming have been destroyed. Oh well. XD

   At 5, BOY BANDS! YAY. XD There was SMAP, w-inds., Arashi, V6, and the Yatta people (I'm sorry you people who LOVe the Yatta dance but I just find the video for it VERY disturbing. Not funny. Not entertaining.)... 'Kirei Da' played!! I got to dance. :D I don't know what SMAP song was played (it was a Christmas song though), w-inds. - Kirei Da & Super Lover, Arashi - Sakura Sake, V6 - Darling, and the Yatta song. I was hoping for 'Real Face' sexiness but sadly one of the girls said that the PV was too recent. ;_; Afterwards was Ai Otsuka! Kingyo Hanabi, Daisukidayo, Happy Days, Sakuranbo, Hana bira, and Planetarium. :)

   Wandered around til the cosplay line cleared up. Walked in to find friends to sit with. Played a lot of VC til it finally started. Man. Around 90 entries people! O_O I think that's the most I've ever seen. Took pictures of everyone when my camera died when it was Molly's turn to go on stage. T-T Sorry Molly.. JAC won Best Skit! :D Yay, congrats. Amaya won Most Detailed! Yay! The Gravitation people that won an award didn't show up...? o_O Strange.

   Waiting for the Dance: Everyone congratulates and praises all the cosplayers and I spot the guy! XDD I go to the lobby while we're waiting for people cuz we were gonna go eat at Benihana's. One of the girls that were coming was feeling awful because of all the smoke so she didn't come along. When we get to Benihana's, it's closed. xPP We decide that we're gonna order food. I go to the dance and I think because I had no food in my system, I couldn't stand up straight and kept stumbling. I go over to have some water... possibly drugged cuz I got worse. People thought I was drunk... You know what stupid thing I remember me saying to someone during the dance? I bumped into someone and then I was like, "Are you OKAY??" and she gives me this more-like-are-YOU-okay look. A guy pulled me out and was like, "Are you alright?" and tells me to rest. XD I have some more water and am back to dancing AGAIN! XDD I think the guy left early cuz I couldn't find him anymore. :( I danced with this girl. XDD I was ready to be molested that day but got no one. :( I'm molested when I don't feel like it yet am not when I do. I couldn't take the dizziness anymore and left, never found food, got up to the room, had some peanut butter cookies, collapsed onto the bed, and fell asleep.

Sunday
   Woke up around 8:30. Bored some more. Wandered around with Connie and we talked a bit. We watched Ouran High School Host Club and you know what? I like that anime now. :D I read part of the manga before but found it strange so I gave up on it. But what an interesting anime. =) Even though it was pretty much the same, it was funner watching the anime.

   Don't really remember but I know I went to the dealers room and actually bought stuff (I hadn't bought anything the other two days which was weird cuz I usually buy a number of stuff): this really nice wooden umbrella for $10 (Me and Renee were like, "WHOA, we're getting this.") and a grab bag. Inside were a FFXII Yuna keychain, a Naruto headband (sand), Astro Boy figurine, and a plushie of this girl from an anime that I have no idea about..

   I tried on a corset in the morning. The people took one look at me and they were like, "20." I looked at myself in the mirror with it on and my god, I was skinny. o_o I walked around in it and after a while, had a hard time breathing so I asked for them to take it off. When it was off, I felt like I had just lost fat and flexible.

   I wanted to buy one of those really soft hats but I couldn't choose and plus, Squee, Krachel, and Till each have one and if I got one, then I would feel as if I was like.. following them or something. o_o But I like to be on my own. But I kinda ended up telling the guy I was gonna buy one at Oni-con if he's there.

   Well I ended up just hanging around JAC's table at the artist alley at the end and we talked about lots of random stuff. Moved to the lobby and talked some more. Then all of us ended up leaving. :/

   Overall, I had lots of fun. :) I didn't really know if I was gonna enjoy this con cuz I had become really reserved during my time at Elkins but for some reason, my old and normal self always seems to break free.

   Is it just me having different outlooks, or did the guys at cons get cuter/better-looking? o_O

   Today at school, I fell asleep during every class except English, cuz we were doing the Elizabethan dance. Good thing Mrs. Cavender chose partners because.. well me and Christina already had this talk and I'd rather not repeat it. xP

   Because our computers are being really retarded, I can't add pictures directly.. -_- I'm gonna just link em then so sorry for the inconvenience.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v283/may777/2034db56.jpg <-- It's Cool! =D I love how someone was running in the background which made it blur in the background and made Cool's pic all the cooler. XD

   Well until May 10, I'm in charge of the family. All parents are gone. :( Mommy can't help me with studying for the chinese exam this Saturday!! TT-TT Only she knows how to explain stuff to me. =( I need to go shopping tomorrow cuz we're running out of food.

   Omg people. I just realized it's already May. School ends in 24 days... o_o Time passes by so quickly.

   This summer, I'm gonna take driving school. It's not a maybe, it's a DEFINITELY. Still wondering whether or not we're going back to China.. If we can, maybe I'll go for like 2 weeks and go shopping! I wanna buy boots. :3 Hopefully, I'll also be able to find some sort of part-time job (here, not China).. :/ But lots of jobs don't interest me for many reasons: people I don't wanna see (anyone that goes to my school - Elkins) might go there, not many people go there, don't even like the place/job, nothing really happens, can't meet cool people there, etc. That eliminates a ton of stuff. I wanna work somewhere sanitary. Those poor places with disgusting everything, ew. Help?

♣ Shrin
♣ 06:59 PM eastern time on May 1, 2006
♣ TAG: J-ness & Music
♣ MOOD: tired but good
♣ MUSIC: an ad
♣ WATCHING: White Shiokazecon shirt, blue jeans, white socks

2 more time(s).

Stolen from Iris (http://xanga.com/xwolfiex)

Since 9th grade is coming to an end, you should think about all the good times you had and the things you did.

1. How do you like 9th grade?
It's.. alright.

2. Did you like the beginning or end better?
I don't know.. The beginning I had friends, the end I didn't...

3. Did you like anyone?
If you're talking about crushes then.. I don't think so. I was attracted to some guys though...

4. Have you loved anyone this year?
My family and friends..?

5. What's your most missed memory of this year?
I dunno.

6. Did you keep the same friends?
Well, if you're talking about first semester when I had friends: I guess I didn't talk to everyone I used to talk with since I never really saw them.

7. Did you do any sports?
Uhh.. Let's say PE counts.

8. Do you feel 9th grade was good or bad?
If you're talking about school, then I guess it got me working harder. But if you mean the year in general, yeah, I liked the year: I got introduced to obsessions which led to hotness.

9. Are you gonna miss this year?
I dunno.

10. Do/did you have a job?
Nope. Hopefully getting one over the summer or something. =/

11. Who are the friends that stuck by your side since middle school?
Riss, Tilly, Sango, Kokoro, etc. Yall know who you are.

12. Who are your best friends as of now?
It's asking for more than one I can tell, since it says friends, but I guess if I had to choose one, it'd be Iris cuz she knows the most about me besides myself and Christina.

13.Who can you trust the most?
Iris & Christina & Melinda (yet I haven't talked to her for a long time!!).

14. Do you have a "best friend"?
Oops. Already answered that.

16. What's your most accomplished goal this year?
I.. uh... worked.. hard..?

17. How do you feel about the year ending?
I don't like Elkins. I'm glad I'm gonna finally get some free time to hang out with my friends.

18. Did any close friends move this year?
No, I was the one who moved from them. 

20. Was there a lot of drama this year?
Kinda? With the whole Andy and whoever thing, plus Allen and company. But I can answer this question differently: Yes, I watched lots of dramas this year. =D

21. Do you think next year will have less drama?
I will be watching more dramas!! AHAHA! Anyway, no, there won't be less drama. High school's all about drama. Except there might be less for me since I don't associate with others anymore so nothing'll be going on for me. >O :3

22. Do you like your high school?
GUESS.

23. Did you like your teachers?
They were alright, I guess.

24. Did you do well this year?
Better than last semester, since I'm in an easier school. =D

25. Do you regret anything you did this year?
Lots of stuff I wish I had/hadn't done but if I hadn't done whatever it was, I wouldn't have learned from it and become the person I am today. =O What a sentence.

26. What did you like most about 9th grade?
Moving on, maturing.

27. What did you hate most about 9th grade?
The people in Elkins's class of '09. So sorry I have to be stuck with them.

28. Is high school different then you expected?
Kinda? I dunno, I didn't really 'expect' anything from it. But I didn't know that so many people did drugs, had sex, drank, etc. I was so innocent (notice the 'was').

29. What do you think about MySpace?
I don't like it. =D

30. Are you in the "in crowd"?
You can do better than that if you're trying to make me laugh.

31. Are you prep, goth, scene, skater, emo, etc.?
I'm nothing. People don't know I exist.

32. What's your favorite class?
Biology - nice people to talk to, Study Hall - nice and quiet to work, World Geo - people to talk to about normal things

33. What's your least favorite class?
English - we do nothing the first 30 minutes of class and it is sooo boring.

34.Were you in any school plays?
Nope.

35. Are you ready for 10th grade?
I guess. All honors here I come...

   For some STUPID reason, all the computers in the house are blocking application functionality. Omg, you know how HARD it is to do stuff now, especially on Tabulas?? Everything is basically application functionality! >< I add Tabulas to like every do-not-block list on the computer and it STILL doesn't work. xP That's why my text is so small. Since the computers are being weird. xPP

   Hey friends, summer: WE HAVE TO GO DO SOMETHING. And sleepover at someone's house. I choose... KOKORO. <-- Agree? =D Unless you all have summer plans? I know Kokoro's going to China in July.. So we can do someting in June. Don't know about the rest of yall... Call me or something, 'kay?

   Eh, since I haven't written for so long, there's too MUCH stuff to write about. I'm lazy so I'd really rather not write all of it. xP So people who actually come and read here: sooorry. You won't be so caught up with my life much anymore. Unless you talk to me like on a weekly basis or something. :/ So let's see how much everyone knows about me! =DD Anyone can participate. xD

Shrin Question of the Day:
What part of her body is her favorite?
(What body part of hers does she like the most?)
(And I'm not perverted like that.)

Christina knew on the first guess. What about yall? :DD

♣ Shrin
♣ 06:58 PM eastern time on May 10, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: mellow
♣ MUSIC: Anthony talking
♣ WATCHING: Black pants, red Hurley shirt

Go again.

   My favorite part of my body are my ankles. xP Why? Because I just do. I like my ankles. :D

   Last night, I had a strange dream. xD It was cool I guess; well it felt cool during the dream. Anyway, I went to some con-like event and met... Tackey & TsubasaWEIRD I KNOW. I think it was because me and Christina were watching the 'One Day One Dream' PV before we went to sleep and I kept bringing up how manly Takki looked. xD Who knew I'd dream about it? xDD Yeah, I talked to them, and we sorta became buddies. XDD Sooo weird. But it was cool. Haha. I chuckle at the thought of it.

   Yay, I exercised yesterday and today. =D I'm being good. Now I must start eating good foods during lunch instead of just a bag of chips and a soda. SigH.

   Why does this always happen? I just *HAVE* to mention out loud that I'm disappointed about someone's looks (I am VERY superficial, as you will begin to learn.) and the next thing you know, it's "OMG HE'S SO HOT HAVE MY BABIEZZZZZZZZZ".

Nishikido Ryo.

Lalalalala...

   It's close to the 2nd to last week before school ends and NOW I'm starting to be a good, responsible, hard-working student. >_>

Shrin Question of the Day: =D
Who's "not bad-looking =DD"? xD
Only Christina would know the answer to this one.
I highly doubt anyone else will know since the only person I've told this to is Christina.
Unless you are just so awesome at guessing.
I'll give you a clue.
He's played a doctor and is currently playing a cowboy.
That totally gave it away. xP

♣ Shrin
♣ 06:29 PM eastern time on May 11, 2006
♣ MOOD: satisfied
♣ MUSIC: 'Glaring Dream' by Kinya Kotani
♣ WATCHING: Blue Show Off shirt, blue jeans, white socks

1 more time(s).

Stolen from a random blog. This time I'm gonna try to number them as randomly as possible cuz the same people always end up in the same spaces xP.

1. Riss
2. Tilly
3. Kokoro
4. Kelly
5. Sango
6. Aura
7. Melinda
8. Rachel
9. Sana
10. Christina (xD)
11. Shrin
--from this point on.. I don't know any more people that I know well.. so I'll be jotting down random people, kay?--
11. Renee
12. Yamapi (xDD)
13. Jin (aslkdngkla)
14. Kame
15. Ryo
16. Jun
17. Uchi
18. Shun
19. Jack
20. Narimiya Hiroki

1. How did you meet 14?
Ah, I wish I could meet 14. But if I did, I don't know what I'd say cuz I wouldn't want to come off as a crazy girl..

2. What would you do if you had never met 1?
Then I wouldn't have anyone else to talk to about hot guys.

3. What would you do if 20 & 9 dated?
Uhhh... o_o Strange couple...

4. Did you ever like 19?
As a friend? *nod*

5. Would 6 & 17 make a good couple?
No. xD Uchi has problems that Aura probably wouldn't care about. She probably wouldn't even care for him.

6. Describe 3.
Kokoro - serious, quiet, hides some stuff from others, all of a sudden she'll start acting weird and you're like wtf??

7. Do you think 8's attractive?
I don't judge my friends as attractive. o_o Attractive = 12-18

8. Tell me something about 7.
=( Right now she's not getting along very well with #1.

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
He has a sister and a mom... and a dad..? I don't know them personally though. o_o I don't even know #12 personally... lol

10. What's 8's favourite?
Favorite what? o_O

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed that he/she likes you?
"I.. I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!"

12. What language does 15 speaks?
Japanese.

13. Who is going out with 9?
No one, I think? If you are going out with someone, then you obviously didn't notify me about it.

14. How old is 16 now?
Darn it... I forgot his birthday.. >_> *sneaks off* 22.

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
Never... Again, I wouldn't know what to say if I did get a chance to talk to him. I might be just like, "Hi... *bow* Shrin desu. Akanishi-kun daisuki..!" but stuttering...

16. What is 2's favourite singer/band?
Okay I only know Utada... I have a feeling she has a favorite band.

17. Would you ever date 4?
No. o_o

18. Would you ever date 7?
No. o_o

19. Is 15 single?
He's supposed to appear that way. I really don't know if he's hiding someone or something. o_o;

20. What is 10's last name?
Confidential. Christina Confidential. J/k, but that info is confidential.

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
Haha, I stuck myself in there for fun. XD Uhh... no I don't love myself like that.

22. What school does 3 goes to?
AHS

23. Where does 6 live?
In the US. Try and find her.

24. What's your favourite thing about 5?
She knows a good amount of info about J-music stuffs (mostly J-rock though) so I can actually talk to her about it.

25. Have you seen number 1 naked?
No. O_O I'd prefer to not see ANY of my friends naked...

Now I must continue studying.. ;__;

♣ Shrin
♣ 03:15 PM eastern time on May 14, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes

2 more time(s).

   ...and I still manage to keep count. xD

   @Sango: Ooooh... LOVE the new site! But the bottom part isn't aligned with the rest of your page... You should fix that. Plus, love your navi buttons!! :DD As for plans for meeting up: I wrote about it in one of my previous entries. :D I was thinking over the summer sometime (ANYTIME), we meet up maybe, let's say.. Kokoro's (>:D), and just hang out and stuff.. and possibly go places. :D Call me up or something. We can plan it out like we planned the gift exchange (THAT NEVER HAPPENED >_>).

   Teh answer to the last question of the day was Fujiki Naohito. :d Man, he is pretty good-looking for 30-whatever years old.

   Exams next week!! I am really confused about the exam schedule cuz one teacher gave us one schedule while another gave us a different schedule.. o_o So I don't know what and when I'm taking stuff. The only thing that's for sure is 6th and 1st on Thursday.

   Wow, Mrs. Bradley was like in a really good mood today. WE'RE HAVING A PARTY ON FRIDAY IN CLASS. Okay not exactly a party, but people are bringing food (chips, soda, etc.) and all we're gonna do is eat and watch a movie. Close enough. But still. Wow. o_o She calls it 'Nutrition Study'. We are bringing in carbohydrates, proteins, and lipids. xD Except I'm bringing napkins. :D

Things To Do Over The Summer:

• Buy and read A Separate Peace by John Knowles and Their Eyes Were Watching God by Zora Neale Hurston. --- T-T It took me like a whole summer just to read one summer reading book. Now they're giving us two and I think they're thicker than Alas, Babylon. ;_; Hopefully they're extremely interesting cuz then I'll be able to get through them. NO, and no one come up to me telling me Eyes Watching God is interesting because I've heard that already. Usually the books people think are interesting, I don't think are. And the ones I liked, people didn't like.
• First of all, better register for driving school soon before spaces run out or something. o_o --- I don't know if you CAN run out of space but since lots of people are free during the summer (duh), I have a feeling there will be a number of people signing up for classes. I better go fast. Like this Saturday or something. Hey, where should I go: Colony, Fort Bend, or other?
• Possibly find a part-time job? --- This isn't a required for me. I think it's just better for me to have a job. o_o Wanna see my list of places that are an absolute no for me? =D Yeah, I know yall don't; it's a bit too long. >_> If any friends already have ideas of where they plan to go to work, TELL ME. I need suggestions.
• MAYBE go to China for a week or something. To shop for nice things. For cheap. --- I dunno. I don't like airplanes. So I am just absolutely gonna HATE the flight. I am NEVER comfortable on a plane. I get sick even going to an AIRPORT. Yes, I'm hopeless.
• Something secret that I have confirmed with my mom. >:D --- Do not worry. Tis nothing perverted or wrong. I'd just rather not tell people. >:DD Hehehe..

   Hey Riss, me and Christina decided 'twould be a good idea to make Anthony a Johnny. xDDD We just have to, you know, get rid of his shyness; make him somewhat able at acting, singing, and dancing; and, OH YEAH, the biggest part, teach him to be fluent in Japanese.. >_> *cough* Think we can do it? =DD Anthony is SOOO disobedient though so I don't know if we'll be able to succeed... His dream is to become a Power Ranger, I think. o_O Plus, we have to register him for citizenship in Japan... Yes, I have been thinking about this during school. How long do you think the citizen process takes? o_O I know for America, people have like 10 years to wait... Hopefully it's shorter in Japan? Hehe? Doubt it. xP Tokyo's like one of the most populated cities. They're not gonna just let anyone in even if they can. :/ We must talk about this next Thursday. Or over the phone randomly when you call me. :D Whenever.

AND BTW: When you go to Singapore, if you happen to find Johnny's posters (KAT-TUN and NewS particularly) (make sure they're hot/sexy), BUY THEM FOR ME. I will pay you for them. I highly doubt they'll have some in Singapore though because of teh strict rules of Jimusho but JUST IN CASE. 'Kay? :D If you don't know, maybe like take pictures of them, email em to me and I will approve of which one to buy. xD

   Gosh, our weather is just sooo weird.. It was freezing cold this morning!! >< Gosh, hope it rains then. For a week! =) I will be happy then.

   Well, I will be off to exercise. Leaving you behind with...

Teh Shrin Question of the Day:
Name one of my favorite BL pairings.
This one's hard for friends.
I have more than one favorite. But I think people only know one. Christina probably even knows only one. I will list them all tomorrow. Or next time I'm on.

♣ Shrin
♣ 03:57 PM eastern time on May 16, 2006
♣ MOOD: pleased
♣ MUSIC: TV
♣ WATCHING: Blue Jacques shirt, blue jeans

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Day 1 of Exams - Spanish.

BL <3 :D
Note: No hating. xP

• RyoUchi - <333 *squeal*
• Akame - NO HATING. Yes, I like the pairing. :3
• PiKame - Yay.

Darn it. I think I might've forgotten one... When Christina saw the question, she knew em all. >_>; Wow, Christina DOES know a lot about me. o_o She's known the answers to all the questions so far.

   Um.. There's nothing much to say. Everything I can say, I don't feel like saying cuz I've already fangirled enough over it through the days. I tell myself to be a good fangirl and not freak out and stuff because you don't want to frighten your loves but.. you should see me just in front of a COMPUTER. If I'm able to break windows with my screams of pictures and clips and stuff, what's gonna happen when I meet them in real life? (WHEN xD) I used half of my fangirl energy on HaMC AND I'M NOT LIKE A REAL FAN? Half of my FG energy is still enough to freak people out... I really have to tone it down. I'm practicing... Elkins calms me down.. maybe I can learn to be a good fangirl at Elkins. Elkins has drained a LOT of my energy; most was unneeded anyway though, so I guess that's good. Just BEING at Elkins tones me down; when I talked to that girl about KAT-TUN, I sounded like I'm frickin BORED. I don't wanna be toned down THAT MUCH. o_O

   I'm not as superficial as I thought I was. :D I still like people because of personality too. :D Okay.

   People actually asked me to sign their yearbook. o_o I was expecting no signatures for my four years here. Well.. *counting* 5 people asked me to sign their yearbook. Hm. I wrote the most boring-est things in them. Everything ended with dots cuz I didn't feel like being excited. I drew a smiley face in one of theirs though cuz I told them I wasn't in the yearbook and drew a smiley face. (Yeah, I got it wrong; I'm NOT in the yearbook.)

   Okay people, I LIKE LONG COMMENTS. So don't feel bad or anything when you start to leave a long comment cuz I like to read what yall have to say. There's a reason why I have fun reading RANDOM PEOPLE's blogs. BECAUSE I AM A LOSER.

   I'm not a person who goes to watch those movies and wars and stuff. I'm actually not a person who GOES to the movies. But 'Letters from Iwo Jima' I might actually watch, because of Nino. Haha. Well, actually I'm not sure if it's coming out in theaters.. I think it is. December right? Yeah. I'm not gonna watch 'Flags of Our Fathers' though. xD Haha. xP Yeah, I wanted to tell everyone that because I forgot to say so before and to show how... I am. D:

Shrin Question of the Day
The song I love watching cover performances of.
Hint: KAT-TUN by themselves have done two. :o
Christina... might have an idea. None of my friends will know though. xD

♣ Shrin
♣ 04:44 PM eastern time on May 22, 2006
♣ TAG: J-ness & Music
♣ MOOD: happy
♣ MUSIC: She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
♣ WATCHING: Gray shirt, blue jeans, white socks

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Day 3 Exams - World Geography.

   TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. YES.

   Answer: 'Andalucia ni Akogarete'. :) I have a thing for Japanese songs with Spanish feels. Hence 'Seishun Amigo' and 'Venus'. :D

   So today in Study Hall, I spent probably 1 and a half hours memorizing the maps. Now I know the location of every country in the eastern hemisphere. Then I started to think: what if there were barely any maps on the exam? Omg, I would've been SOO mad cuz I didn't really study the review. :D HALF OF THE EXAM WAS MAPS. YES. I was also worrying about cities because I didn't know any of them BUT THERE WERE NO CITIES. OMG I'M SO LUCKY. I went through that section so happily and smoothly and when I finished, I was like, "YES!" As for the multiple section part, yeah, the people were right: none of the stuff on the review was on the exam except for the vocab. So I just used common sense on it.. o_O

   I finally watched the 'Kitto Daijoubu' PV yesterday. (Guess what I'm listening to right now? :D) Ahh~, I like it! :DD Tis so happy with rainbows. :D I had seen screencaps of it so I knew there were rainbows. I like teh happiness. Shake it shake it baby~ I like the song. Such a nice song. =D That's why I was listening to it. :D

   I also downloaded the 'Sukiyanen Osaka' PV yesterday. Yay. I love Kanjani8. :DD I'm always late when it comes to PV downloads. :O Plus I don't download freely either. So yeah. :|

Teh Shrin Question of the Day
Name a movie I'm looking forward to coming out this summer (or around this summer).
Hey, I don't think Christina'll know this one. :D
I think I've mentioned it like only once so I guess it just depends on how good you pay attention or remember stuff. Well, one of the movies I never talked about. xP Good luck.

♣ Shrin
♣ 01:39 PM eastern time on May 24, 2006
♣ TAG: J-ness & Music
♣ MOOD: happy
♣ MUSIC: "Kirei Da" by w-inds.
♣ READING:Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
♣ WATCHING: Pink Fiona shirt, blue jeans, white socks

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Last Day of School - English & Biology

Answer: Death Note, Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo Suru. Yay.

People with whom I actually had conversations at school this year at Elkins:

1. Erin
2. Fionne
3. Bo
4. Tiffany S.
5. Christian
6. Christina
7. Shayna
8. Wilbur
9. Kelly Z.
10. Courtney
11. Livia
12. Katie
13. Tiffany T.
14. Kelly Y.
15. Travis

Whoa, 15 people. I expected like, none. Man, I thought I was anti-social and couldn't talk to anyone. >:(

   Omg, yes, NO MORE SCHOOL. I am soo happy. I'm finally free~. I'll have time to do anything now. Yay. Nothing else to say anymore. :/

   Oh wait: Happy early birthday Christina. You're gonna be 13 tomorrow. Teen years.

Teh Shrin Question of the Day
Name one of my favorite PVs.
PVs. It means I like WATCHING them. It doesn't mean every song that I like cuz some of the songs I like, their PVs aren't that great.
So the ones that I like to watch. :D
This one's easy. xP Christina and Riss can get one.

♣ Shrin
♣ 06:05 PM eastern time on May 25, 2006
♣ MOOD: thank goodness
♣ WATCHING: Blue Show Off shirt, blue jeans, white socks

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1) Using FOOD names, spell out your name:
Sausage
Hamburger
Rice
Ice cream
Nuts

2) What song makes you cry?
'Graduation' makes me sad...

3) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Ai Otsuka

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5' 3"
HAIR COLOR: Black
SHOE SIZE: 8
PIERCINGS: none
TATTOOS: none
r i g h t - l e f t ? Right
PANTS YOU'RE WEARING: BLUE
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Nothing
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Kolaches
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: I don't know

d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESs?: Air sickness 
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Yes.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Not really

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: J-Dramas... :DD
MAGAZINE: Myojo, Duet, Wink Up, Potato!! AHHHH!!
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: I don't know. Do stuff...

h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Yeah
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Yeah
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Kinda..?
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Once
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Once, cuz my mom told me to
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Um no.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: None of my friends have cried on my shoulder before.

l o v e
CHILDREN: Sorry, I can't stand them. But I don't one of my own.
BEEN IN LOVE?: Not really
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: ...

r a n d o m
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: CD Player's broken. :(
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Red
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: If Jin ever releases that solo CD in the US he was talking about.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: A week or few before.

PART TWO
1. Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work? No.
2. Have you ever puked at a bar or club? Never been to one.
3. Have you ever dated someone you met online?: NO.
4. Have you ever smoked pot at a concert?: Nope
5. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a coworker? Nope
6. Ever been involved in a hit & run?: Nope
8. Have you ever been on a blind date?: Never been on a date :o
9. Are looks important?: Yes.
10. Do you have any friends that you've known for 15 years or more?: I am 15. I didn't meet my friends when I was just born.
11. By what age would you like to be married?: 20-something.
12. What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night? Me and Iris were trying to think of something to talk about. But then we fell asleep.
13. Have you ever sacrificed yourself so your friend can get in good with a person of the opposite sex?: No, cuz none of my friends even wanted to get in good with someone. But if they did, then yeah.
14. Have you ever drank milk that was past the expiration date? YES, IT WAS HORRIBLE.
15. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?: Mine.
16. What's the most you have spent for a haircut? I've never paid for a haircut.
17. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? No.
18. Do you know all the words to the first verse of 'Ice Ice Baby'?: No..
19. Have you ever had bangs?: When I was like in 2nd grade.
20. What was the worst style of the 80's?: I wasn't alive in the 80s.

Expect an edit with another survey. Hope you had fun reading.. hahaha..

♣ Shrin
♣ 12:00 PM eastern time on May 26, 2006
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: aaahhhhh
♣ WATCHING: Blue capris, blue Jacques shirt

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   Let's start off with Junno teaching you how to strip: http://img65.imageshack.us/my.php?image=t1yn.jpg (from the JDorama boards)

   I also found these Kame questions so I decided to see how many I could answer even though I don't really know much about Kame. So I might only know like one. :/ But it's still fun to see how much I do know. Even though it's very little.

1) Where does Kame's name "Kazuya" come from? Every Kame fan knows this one --> "Touch". Parents named him after one of the characters from that anime, right? o_O 

2) In kindergarten, when he was to watch the video, he went up to the teacher. After that, what did he do? Sorry, I don't know. o_O I don't stalk him... Oh well, he might've said it in some magazine interview or something. :/

3) How long was his first crush and what didn't he do to her? ...Don't know how long... Maybe he didn't tell her he liked her? He is shy with girls after all. :/

4) For baseball, what team was he on that took him to the world playoffs? When did he actually start baseball? All I know is that he's a baseball player. Nothing more. o_O

5) How did he actually audition to JE, what methods did his parents use to take him, and who actually sent the application? I. Have. No. Idea. Maybe his parents bribed him with something baseball-related or something. I dunno.

6) What was different about Kame compared to Jin and Maru even though they auditioned on the same day? ...Dunno.

7) Kame planned to quit JE. That was around when and what persuaded him to stay in JE? Dunno.

8) What was Kame's character's name in Kinpachi Sensei? Never watched Kinpaichi Sensei (too many seasons) so dunno.

9) What does he think of KAT-TUN as? ...The JE group he's part of..?

10) What was his first television appearance? ...Backdancing for Koichi?

Hm.. Anyone who knows the answers to these questions, it'd be nice to know the answers. Comment please because I'd like to know. :D Interesting. I only knew one, like I predicted. Haha.

   "I can't live in a place without friends. Without friends, I won't be myself." --Ichi Rittoru no Namida episode 7 (Kioku Fansubs)
Does that mean... that your real self isn't the person you are around everyone else? I dunno, I've defined my real self as someone who's quiet, reserved, glaring... not easily accepting because that's how I am usually. But I'm kinda a different person with my friends. Well, it's because I can pretty much tell my friends anything, since they know me better... Hm. I'm isolated, in this place without friends. If I couldn't act the same as I am with my friends, I just thought that's who I'm not really...

Myself = someone who overthinks things

Maybe your real self is who you are in most situations? Whoa. This sounds like something I was thinking about in Study Hall one day when I was boredYES I AM LAME VERY LAME THIS IS WHO I AM WITHOUT FRIENDS. But I think I was always lame.

Myself = lame

   "The Morning Light. In front of the school gate, there is a wall. The morning light dawns upon the wall. One day, when I look up, the wall will quietly sigh. This wall represents my disability. Even if I scream aloud, or cry out, it won't disappear. But, at the moment that the sun is still shining, doesn't it also shine on this wall?" --Ichi Rittoru no Namida episode 9 (Kioku Fansubs)
I thought that was very nice and decided to share it with everyone. :O

I think I'm on CD #9. Omg, I'm a crazy maniac.

I Love (ai) Johnnys

1. Strawberry Jam - Ai Otsuka - Love Jam
2. Kingyo Hanabi - Ai Otsuka - Love Jam
3. Naniwa Iroha Bushi - Kanjani8 - the single
4. Venus - Tackey & Tsubasa - the single
5. Real Face - KAT-TUN - the single
6. Natsu no Ousama - Kinki Kids - Summer Snow
7. Kibou ~Yell~ - NewS - the single
8. Butterfly - Akanishi Jin and Tatsuya Ueda - Best of KAT-TUN
9. One Day, One Dream - Tackey & Tsubasa - Inuyasha
10. Akaku Moyuru Taiyou - NewS - the single
11. Kitto Daijoubu - Arashi - the single
12. Colorful - Yamashita Tomohisa - Seishun Amigo single
13. Sukiyanen Osaka - Kanjani8 - the single
14. She Said - KAT-TUN - Best of KAT-TUN
15. Osaka Rainy Blues - Kanjani8 - the single
16. Yume Monogatari - Tackey & Tsubasa - Twenty Two
17. Daite Senorita - Yamashita Tomohisa - Kurosagi
18. Murasaki (live) - Akanishi Jin

[9] Omg it's Inuyasha! The only anime song here. But I guess... the PV was what got me into it.. and T&T's.. ness.

[18] I couldn't help it. I loved this song too much. Plus, Jin has a beautiful voice so a live performance won't break your ears. :) This song calms me down. I don't know why.

No Mikuni. o_o It was a first for me. I felt bad... I still like Mikuni though! I'm still on her fanlisting. :D Oh, that reminds me...

   People... I gave up on my fanlistings because I'm a lazy lazy person. I'm just gonna let them die. The four that are still alive are Ryou (adopted out to Kagami as promised: http://kaiser.dysfuncti0nal.com), Mikuni (adopted out to Christina because I begged her to take it because I couldn't bear to let this one die: http://release.reverein.net/mikuni), Requiem Tightrope (it's hosted on Freewebs so it's still there.. just not updated; anyone who wants it, email me or comment, HTML skills required), and Mami (TAFL hasn't put it on the troubles list yet >_> but it's still a dead link; anyone who wants it, ask me for it, HTML skills required).

   Well, I shall go off to take a shower. :D Hey people, I bought my summer reading books today. :D And I read manga. It's been a while since I did that. Twas nice, twas nice (Hana Kimi vols. 9 +10, Monster vol. 1).

♣ Shrin
♣ 08:48 PM eastern time on May 29, 2006
♣ MOOD: Hello :D
♣ MUSIC: Kanashimi ni Makenaide by Mikuni Shimokawa
♣ READING:Will start reading summer reading! :D
♣ WATCHING: Gray shirt, blue jeans

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