@Tiri: UIL for Theatre. I'm a techie. Because I'm just that cool.

As for Anime Matsuri, it really just depends on my mood. So I don't think I'm going cuz I don't feel like paying extra for a three-day pass at the door. I like things as cheap as possible and since I didn't pre-reg, I'm probably not going. Even though lots of people want me too. :x Plus, I'm not very encouraged by the band either, Back-on wtf? And Fizz. Don't know either so xP.

Um. I don't remember what else I didn't answer.

 

I guess I'll just talk about stuff. Boring stuff like how I spent my day yesterday.

English - research.

History - quiz.

Algebra - TAKS quiz and learned something.

CompSci - didn't finish Game. :( I'm getting a 0 for a major grade and that's going on my progress report. =(

Lunch - ate chips and worked on chem lab.

Chem - quiz and finished lab.

Theatre - puppet script.

Spanish - test.

OMG it was SUCh an interesting day and stuff and I totally know that yall just have to comment and stuff about the interesting-ness of it. :x

Today at Chinese school, Iris and Angel weren't there so I was lonely. That one girl keeps asking if me or any other asians are transferring to Elkins and I was like fu-- heck no. She's sad because she and everyone else knows that all the hot asian guys in sugar land go to elkins and nowhere else what now everyone.

And ew, another girl in class today was talking about a girl named Becca and that girl is also going to clements next year. Please don't tell me that the Becca she was talking about is the Becca I think she's talking about. It'll make me hate her even more. I can totally tell we BOTH don't like each other because when I was saying something to her (ex. answering her question) she totally ignored me so I was like f you whatever girl. your question didn't sound rhetoric to me.

♣ Shrin
♣ 08:43 PM eastern time on March 31, 2007
♣ MUSIC: Parents and friends chatting in the living room
♣ READING:Lord of the Flies by William Golding

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I totally totally TOTALLY hate how when you plan something out, it usually never works out that way. But when you don't do anything about it, everything's A+ yo. Dx

I had absolutely nothing planned for Easter break. I ended up having a blast with random last minute plans. It was awesome.

Thursday - IFest.

Friday - Town Square.

Saturday - Karaoke.

And I actually have pretty much the rest of April all laid out for me.
Hopefully all goes well then.. and Mommy will conform to them. :/

I'll drive.

♣ Shrin
♣ 02:20 PM eastern time on April 8, 2007
♣ MUSIC: sizzling wok
♣ READING:Great Expectations by Charles Expectations

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And because I had planned to do something this weekend, it didn't work out. WHY MUST IT ALWAYS BE THIS WAY? =(

The hinted meeting for this upcoming weekend will hopefully work out. And hopefully be at a time where I won't be doing anything. Like if it's on Saturday, then 3pm and after. Sunday, anytime is a-okay. =D

Like the new layout? I thought of it at the spur of the moment and decided to create it. Took me about 2 hours to do everything, which is less time than I usually take to make my layouts. I think it looks nice. :)

And yes, I do know that I accidentally wrote "start" in the beginning of my hr/dividing line. I knew I should've copied and pasted the word "star" fifty times but no, I decided to type it out myself. DX
Why is it that I'm used to typing the word "start" over "star"?

This week:

Mon - classes like normal. hopefully we're doing nothing!
Tue - Math TAKS.
Wed - sit in advisory for i don't know how many hours. wooo fun.
Thur - Science or SS TAKS.
Fri - Science or SS TAKS. then no more TAKS! *cheers*

Wow, I seriously don't know the point of posting that but whatever.

I've realized that I've gotten better at writing lately. Remember how I was a horrible writer? Those days are sorta over. All I need to work on now is timed writing. Which I have no practice whatsoever on because we don't do them in English this year.

But yeah, my essays, if I'm given enough time to do them, turn out really well pretty good.

For some reason, I've recently decided to be artistic. I don't know why the sudden... urge, but yeah. That's partly why I made this layout. I was gonna draw it at first but I decided that making it on the computer was easier.

But then I've been slacking off in my classes too. I'm not trying anymore. My grades in my worst classes are dropping even more.

I try to be a good kid but for some reason, is it just not my nature? Everything I do is always wrong and when I try to do the right thing, I end up doing the wrong thing anyway. Dx I tell myself every single day to be a good kid and it just doesn't happen. I need to be motivated enough. I think it's because I know I'm unable to get the things I really want now so there really isn't any point in me to be doing things.

I need to become a good driver.

So I can pass my drive times with good grades.

And then get my license.

And then get a job.

So I can buy my stuff.

But that's gonna be a while...

So basically, what I want in my life right now depends on my ability to drive well.

I need to react faster, think faster, actually THINK. And pay attention to my surroundings. It's the brain that's making me a bad driver. Why do I have to be so stupid in things that I need to know how to do but smart in the things that I don't need to know? This sucks.

♣ Shrin
♣ 07:05 PM eastern time on April 15, 2007

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OMG

Guess where I am?

IN MY ROOM.

ON MY COMPUTER.

CAN IT BE?

!!!!!

   I was just chilling in the kitchen, listening to my music when Mommy calls my name. I run over to the office and ask what. "Go get your compter out of the trunk; it's fixed." "KYA!! THANK YOU MOMMY!" I reply.

   All my files are still here, not that I really needed them.

   But being in my room again, feels great. Homey. The computer was basically the heart of my room and without it, my room felt kinda dead for these 8 months. 'Glad to be back,' says Computer Bernard.

   So currently, I am not doing homework and just basically catching up on downloads, etc. The usual.

   And yes, I'm still in this weird creative mode. >_o

♣ Shrin
♣ 08:15 PM eastern time on April 17, 2007
♣ MOOD: YAYYYY
♣ MUSIC: vacuum

Go again.

OK. Ready for a post that won't make sense to anyone but me.

 

I feel indifferent. I make myself feel nothing. I don't care. I don't think I care. I treat as if same. Like everyone else.

Why do I then? It's probably not it then.

Maybe this is how Christina's like? I'll ask her later tonight.

I think it's because if I know nothing's there then there's no chance, seeing who I am, so I give up. No use to keep going.

How am I able to easily hit on everyone else then??

Doesn't make any sense.

It's probably because I don't want because I know I'm not wanted.
But it almost seems impossible to not feel like wanting just by forcing myself not to.

Maybe it's just the environment. I'm able to hit on people when there's lots and lots of people I don't know and I've got a group with me too but not here.

Why doesn't he go anywhere everyone else goes????????

 

Brought to you by me, who couldn't think of anything to write about. :x

♣ Shrin
♣ 08:13 PM eastern time on April 24, 2007

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I guess I'll be desperate along with everyone else.

After yesterday's discussion with Riss and Angel:

-I need to start being serious since I still haven't even had my first yet when I want one.

-Stop playing around. It's fun and all but your first is.. special..?

-You can play around AFTER you've had your first.

-So now the thing to do is, find a first, but where??

-Not Elkins, not Austin. D: As much as I want it, not Westside either. You play around with Westside. It's impossible to be serious with people you play around with.

-I need someone who accepts my fangirling and doesn't feel uncomfortable about it, but doesn't completely ignore it and not want to talk about it at all. DX WHERE WILL I FIND ONE OF THOSE??

-So yeah, basically it's someone I can be myself around with.

-Gahhh~~ Where to look??

Let's all have this contest then. Rules: younger doesn't count = too easy, no bribes. Easy?

Goals of the year:

-Taiwanese with a GOOD/DECENT personality.

-Good-looking Chinese who's not Canton.

-Both must be accessible.

-..Japanese? :D

♣ Shrin
♣ 12:46 PM eastern time on April 29, 2007
♣ MUSIC: People talking

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