Srsly, I'm just so shallow aren't I when it comes to the guys here? I NEED SUBSTANCE NOT JUST LOOKS.
THE TURKEY CAN'T BE EMPTY ON THE INSIDE EVEN IF IT'S PRETTY ON THE OUTSIDE BECAUSE IT WON'T TASTE GOOD!!!!!
I am seriously so much fail.
♣ Shrin
♣ 09:01 PM eastern time on October 1, 2007
♣ MOOD: DDD:
I thought this week was going to be cursed (long story) but it turned out to be pretty not bad. It started out pretty bad but I guess it got better as the days progressed. Today doesn't even feel like a Friday!
But the thing is, people are starting to not like me.
On the other hand, other people are starting to actually talk to me more than before? It's quite strange really...
October, there's the PSAT (scholarships!!), Halloween, dress rehearsal~ Things are starting to get better.
US History - I get along pretty well here, talking to the people around me. It's fun. I'm also doing better in the class, work-wise, which is really good. It's my hardest class.
English - Either I talk to Lauren or Courtney or I don't talk at all. I need to start working harder here because Bonnette's starting to grade stricter.
Culinary - We're finally starting the kitchen! I can't wait! I really hope our uniforms and HATS come in on Monday because I sure ain't buying no hairnet. We still haven't started our entrepeneurship project yet which is making me worry if we'll get first in state. I guess it's okay that we not start on it now because I have other work that I have to get done.
Chem - :((( Still so excluded. People try to include me but they don't talk to me anyway.
Physics - It's getting harder, more thinking involved but I actually like learning it for some reason. :
PreCal - People moved to my empty outer circle! I have people to talk to now. :D Like Claudia.
I'm still hoping for a schedule change in second semester though but it's entirely impossible since there's no other way my schedule can change to the way I want it because of the way things are class-wise, when they are and such. D: I'll have to deal with it...
♣ Shrin
♣ 05:27 PM eastern time on October 5, 2007
♣ MUSIC: Don't Cry - First Kiss OST
AHH. I've spent this whole day doing school work or learning SAT vocab because the PSAT's this Saturday. I need a break.
I just took the practice PSAT that the people gave you when you registered. I did the timing thing and everything and did it in the isolation of my room. So yes, I basically took 2-3 hours out of my day just to do that. NERDNERDNERD But guess what? After scoring up everything, I got a 220!! OMGYAY. My goal's to be 225+ though. :\ 5 more points to go then. But good for me! I might get a scholarship!
Can people consider some good majors that'll get me a steady job and income? I wanted to do something like a film/television+east asian languages independent study major at NYU but Mommy and Daddy disapproved because they said that I won't get a job and that I'll starve and die. Not even lying. So give me something that you think I'll like because I'd rather do things that I favor than things that I don't.. favor? You get the idea. I'm a liking/not liking kind of person.
I told Mommy that my backup was Psychology because that's the major that all people do when they can't think of a major but she disapproved of that too.
Help.
♣ Shrin
♣ 05:14 PM eastern time on October 14, 2007
Four Movies You Can Always Watch
♥ Just My Luck
♥ Attack on the Pin-Up Boys?
♥ Mean Girls
♥ Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
Dude, wtf. I just realized that they were pretty much all Lindsey Lohan movies. And dude wtf again. How come I like girl movies? DDD: FAIL. This took me forever to think up. I'm not much of a movie person. I don't know if I can always watch these. Confessions I've watched so many times though and for some reason I'm not tired of it. I've watch Mean Girls and Just My Luck two times in a row without getting bored either. DDDDD: Pin-Up Boys was just something I watched recently so I think I can watch it again.
Four Bands You Can't Get Enough Of
♥ Kanjani8
♥ Armor for Sleep
♥ Um... nothing else? I can't seem to get enough of Toc Toc Toc and Anymotion by Lee Hyori even though they're songs. D:
♥ M Style by M right now is pretty addicting.
I'm pretty selective about bands. D:
Four Towns You've Lived In
♥ Houston
♥ Sugar Land (even though that's technically Houston but it doesn't matter)
♥ Yong Ding (Staying there for summer break counts, right...?)
♥ Beijing for twenty lively days
I haven't really moved all over the place that much. I've stayed here my whole life.
Four Shows You Like to Watch (that are current)
♥ Criminal Minds
♥ CSI: NY
♥ CSI: Miami
♥ CSI
I know. D:
Four Websites You Visit Daily
♥ Yahoo
♥ Gmail
♥ Tabulas
♥ Livejournal
Four Favorite Foods
♥ Sandwiches
♥ Burgers
♥ Asian Noodles
♥ Pasta
I'm so.. American in the first two. D:
Four Places You'd Like to Be Now
♥ Japan
♥ Korea
♥ LA
♥ ...NYU
Talk to me people. Tell me about how life's been rolling lately.
♣ Shrin
♣ 06:27 PM eastern time on October 20, 2007
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
...so I do memes that people don't care to read.
INSTRUCTIONS.
1. Open your music data base (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Pick "SHUFFLE"
3. Click "PLAY"
4. Write down the Artist and Title for the songs that are playing.
5. Click "next" for every new question
6. DON'T LIE!
OPENING CREDITS:
Super Junior - Miracle: OMG SO GHEI.
WAKING UP:
KinKi Kids - Natural Thang: This song is too funky for me to be waking up to. D:
CHILDHOOD SCENE:
Jin & Ryo - Ai no Katamari: Awwww... ):
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL:
club Prince - LOVE Dokkyun ♥ [DELACTION REMIX]: I would love my first day of school to be like this. A+ yo. Nonde nonde nonde!
FIRST LOVE:
m-flo loves Chan, Thaitanium, Edison Chen, Ryohei - LOVE ME, HATE THE GAME: Obviously, I'm a gangsta and my first love was a gangsta too. Fsho foo.
FIGHT SONG:
Hana Yori Dango - Tsukushi: This song is too soft. D: But if I fight like Tsukushi, then things should be all right.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL:
Koki & Nakamaru - 2b Rap [DBs06]: I am yet again a gangsta.
PROM:
Shibutani Subaru - pray: Awwwww... This song is so nice. ]: I want a boyfriend like this for prom.
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL:
Nakamaru Yuichi - key of life: This song is just beautiful itself. ♥
BREAKDOWN:
+44 - When Your Heart Stops Beating: For some reason, this seems fitting for a breakdown-WHOA they just said "breakdown" when I typed that. I get an awesome song for a breakdown.
DRIVING:
GYM - My Angel: I need to drive as smoothly as this. DUDE WAIT A SEC. This better not effing mean I'm gonna die while driving. Because that's my effing biggest fear right now.
REVIEW:
Kanjani8 - Naniwa Iroha Bushi: ILU K8 ENKA. I must've lived an awesome life AND STAYED ALIVE TIL HEREPLZ.
FINDING TRUE LOVE:
Hana Yori Dango - Mysterious Chocolate: I DON'T WANT TO FALL IN TRUE LOVE WITH AN ASSHOLE
WEDDING:
Question? - Kanjitemiro: This just doesn't fit. D: I better have an awesome sex song then.
SEX:
Kanjani8 - 8 o'clock: I.. don't know what to say. Are we doing it til 8 in the morning? D: Cuz I don't wanna do it to this song.
FIRSTBORN:
Tackey & Tsubasa - Sotsugyou~Sayonara wa ashita no tame ni~: OMG THIS SONG IS TOO SAD I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE MORE FIRSTBORN'S SONG GRADUATION~GOOD BYES ARE FOR TOMORROW~ NOOOOO
DRAMATIC DEATH/FUNERAL SCENES:
Takami Yuu - Legend: This song is kinda dramatically sad. ):
END CREDITS:
Kanjani8 - Kanashii Koi: NOOOO. As much as I love K8 and their sexy dancing in this song, it's "SAD LOVE" yo. This song's about heartbreaks and stuff. ))): CRIES. That's probably what I get from marrying an a-hole. ):
I'm here because I don't want to write my essay that's due tomorrow even though I just started on it today. D: I've become extremely lazy when it came to English lately. And I really shouldn't be because it's one of my lowest grades right now and Ms. Bonnette is seriously trying to bring down my grade no kidding. I've already explained the situation to Riss. HAPY THOTS.
I get my letterman on November 13! That should be fun. The thing I don't like about it though is that I have to dress up to accept it or they might not let me get it that day. ): I don't have nice shoes. I'll just cover 'em up with my super long black pants. Maybe no one'll notice.
I just want all this set stuff to finish and for October 31 to come so we can do our dress rehearsal. I love actually doing the real show. It's so exciting. It's probably because I get to boss people around and they are required to listen to me or the show will be messed up.
I can plan so much stuff for Thanksgiving Break! Ooooh, I hope Mommy'll let me have my week full except for Thursday which I will save for my family of course.
AND OMG MY PHOTOBOOK WILL COME DURING THE BREAK AKLSDJFKLJASDMI. I've been anxiously waiting for it forever. IT'LL BE SO BEAUTIFUL CRIES.
I think classes have been going well lately.
Culinary Arts - Cooking is fun. Are we ever gonna start on our entrepreneurship project?
Lunch - And through Culinary, I've suddenly become popular at lunch. I wonder.
Chemistry - For some reason, the seniors just suddenly decided to sit elsewhere and Tim went to sit with them because omg he is just so cool that he hangs out with seniors so Claudia and Lauren are like, "Come sit here!!" So I finally have a table to sit at. :o
Physics - We got assigned seats and the class has become harder. I sit next to Kelly and he's pretty fun to talk to even though we don't really talk about much.
PreCal - Dude, Mrs. Thompson is just so stupid GAHHH so me, Lauren, Claudia, and Ariel have fun talking with each other.
I don't have much time to do the things that I want to do anymore. ): WHY JUNIOR YEAR? If I go off to do something I want to do, then I don't have time to do the work that I really need to get done. Like now, how I'm here and not writing my essay so obviously I will be staying up really late writing this and so I will not be coherent and write something stupid without noticing like "Pearl is a symbol because she just is and she's sin and guilt and redemption she is the scarlet letter ok aksdljf". D:
♣ Shrin
♣ 04:31 PM eastern time on October 21, 2007
♣ TAG: Meme-likes
♣ MOOD: not wanting to do hw ):
♣ MUSIC: Tomadoi Nagara by Arashi
♣ READING:The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne
Okay, it's not "ideas" so much as an "idea". Well, I was thinking of the people that I'm "friends" with, and whether or not I should have a birthday party next year, since it'd be the perfect way for everyone to get together because we never see each other. But I don't just want to invite one group of friends because I don't find that particularly fair. I've got like, 3 different groups of friends.
Austin gang, friends since back in the days who I actually still somewhat talk to:
Fangirl friends:
Elkins people (There's such thing?!???):
Um. Okay, I realized that the "Elkins people" are people that I'm not that close with but I just talk to them.. Lauren B and I pretty much have the same schedule except for one period but even then we basically have the same class but different teachers. Callie, I talk to on the bus to Tech Ed, and she's pretty cool. Claudia, I just talk to a lot. Courtney pretty much knows everything about me because I told her everything last year. Lauren F is nice and actually talks to me. I discovered Keli last year and I think the only reason we actually talk to each other is because we both know J-stuff.
So no Elkins people then? D: I'm not that close with them anyway; they're just people I talk to in school so I don't feel antisocial so I can actually have someone to talk to. If I were to have yall be together, I'd probably be with you guys way more than them at all.
First of all, yes, I'm actually considering a party for my birthday. D:
I was thinking that the Elkins people could somehow mingle with yall. Lauren B and Claudia could do video game stuff with yall cuz yall know video games and they know video games too. D: Keli could talk with Sango and, for the fangirls to be able to mingle too, Tiffachu could talk with them too. Yall know Nicolle and Leila so that shouldn't be hard. And maybe Melz can talk to Leila about K-pop stuff. I think Lauren F knows Tiffyko so they could talk. Callie could stick with Lauren B and Courtney could do video game stuff too. Oh no Connie and Stephanie! They can just stick with Tiffyko I guess then.
Aaah, but then there's the fact of having all these people. Too much to keep up with, and what always happens is that I'll end up being with one group of people most of the time and leave everyone else alone. ):
Dude, I just realized that there are 6 people in each group. D:
I don't know what to do. ): I want to have a party but I don't want to have to deal with the people issue. ):
And what would the Elkins people get me for my birthday? They seriously don't know me well enough to know what to get me at all. Maybe Courtney but even then, she wouldn't know where to get it.
Okay, changing the topic.
For the people who wonder why I don't have Facebook because everyone keeps asking:
First of all, I just don't feel like having one. It's nice and all but then I'm pretty sure I'd get obsessed or something and it's a hassle to keep up with it. You seem to be pressured to ALWAYS UPDATE AKLDSJLFS.
Secondly, I find it a very nice way to keep up with people and whatnot but I still don't feel like having one. So basically this is reason #1 reiterated. D:
Thirdly, it would just make me feel really... used, maybe I could say? I don't know the word for it but like, one of the things about Facebook is just pretty much adding everyone you know and you end up not talking to probably 85% of the people. I don't wanna be added just because "omg I know her so I'm gonna add her but not really talk to her".
I was thinking about getting one because 1) I can friend Luyi! 2) I can just sit there and see who actually goes and adds me without telling them about it. 3) I can have something to do when I'm bored. But if I were to make one now, everyone's already tried to friend me and saw that I didn't have a Facebook so they're not gonna go look me up again so I wouldn't be able to see how many people actually put me on their "I've talked to them before" list. Also if I were to make one now, that'd be making me a hypocrite, since I've said that I wouldn't get one and I'd like to keep my non-hypocritical status kthx.
♣ Shrin
♣ 08:02 PM eastern time on October 26, 2007
♣ MOOD: pensive